sounds up my alley,â I said. âOr up my galley, so to speak.â Samuelson chuckled again at the maritime pun. Wonderfully cogent, very nuanced. Six weeks in and already the star pupil in the Harvard English department. My fancy prose style wasnât going over Samuelsonâs head. It had finally found its proper audience, a potential mentor. I didnât have to be a lawyer; I could be a professor of literature, wear one of those jackets with patched elbows, stroke my beard in an armchair and apply nuanced close readings without breaking a sweat. Youâd stand by my side at stultifying faculty parties and jet around the world with me as I was crowned with laurels at academic conferences, joking with the awestruck attendeesand protégés about how impenetrably dense my books were while shooting me a private look that said you did, of course, understand them (I had taught you so much), these are the self-effacing comments we must make so as not to appear full of ourselves, when can we get out of here and fuck in our hotel room?
Samuelsonâs phone rang. âExcuse me, I have to take this,â he said, picking it up.
âNo problem,â I said, taking out my own phone.
He cradled the receiver by his ear. âThanks for dropping by.â
âOh, okay,â I said, a little miffed all my reading prep was in vain, but that was fineâI would have plenty more opportunities in the spring. âIâll be sure to sign up for the Hawthorne seminar.â
On my way out I stopped in the ground-floor Barker Café to order a cup of coffee. This is what a young literary mind did on campus: met with his professor in the morning and caffeinated himself for an afternoon of rigorous reading. I was about to leave when I noticed you in the corner, bowed over a table with your TF, Tom, presumably holding his own office-less office hours, with what had to be yourâ my âessay between you.
Riding high on Samuelsonâs praise, I approached, though it was a cavalier move. For all I knew, my Melville essay had made the grad-student rounds, and alerting Tom to our friendship could put us in academic jeopardy if heâd identified the writing in your James paper as suspiciously similar to my own.
âHey,â I said, standing over your table.
You looked up, uneasily, and casually pulled a notebook over the essay, as if to hide the evidence from Tom. Our little secret.
âHi,â you said.
âDavid,â I said, addressing Tom. âIâm also in Prufrock. Harrietâs section.â
I paused to let him remember who I was.
âYouâre lucky, you got the best one.â Tom scratched the underside of his beard. His eyes swerved to you. âThe others tend to devolveinto prurient discussions about nineteenth-century sexuality. Very juvenile stuff.â
You giggled.
This wasnât how it was meant to go, with inside jokes from your section. You were supposed to ask what I was doing in Barker; I would blushingly admit that, well, I sort of just had my meeting with Professor Samuelson, I guess he wanted to see if Iâd take his Hawthorne seminar in the spring; then Tom would say he was also taking it, he thought it was only for grad students, and heâd read my essay, tooâwell done, man, pull up a chair.
I waited for one of you to say something else.
âYour memory of poetry lines in class is impressive,â I said to Tom. âIt seems like youâve read just about everything.â
âIâm actually a robot,â he said. âI have no soul.â
Another giggle from you.
I evah on luos .
âAny chance youâre taking Samuelsonâs Hawthorne seminar next semester?â I asked.
âNo,â he said, sipping his coffee.
There was another stretch of dead air.
âWell, I should get going,â I said. âSee you guys later.â
âNice meeting you, Dave,â Tom said as I walked away.
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