accomplice.â
âBecause?â
âBecause of work.â
âSo what part were you messing with me about?â
She blinks. Her mouth tightens into a pout. âYou said we would be doing things after school. At night. I canât. I have to work. At the Breeze Mart.â
âWhat do you make there, minimum wage?â
âSo?â
âIâm just saying, it doesnât seem like a job worth keeping.â
âHave you ever had a job, Arden?â
âIâve worked for my uncle a few summers.â
She rolls her eyes. âIâll bet that was backbreaking. You probably overdosed on your aunt Dorothyâs lemonade.â
Maybe. âAbout as backbreaking as doing homework on the clock, I guess.â
She folds her hands in front of her. âI need that job. Itâs not something Iâd expect someone like you to understand. In fact, I need more hours.â
âHere we go again. The silver platter talk. Letâs skip that today, okay? I get it. Iâm privileged and that makes me a bad person.â
A glint of remorse flashes across her face, giving him hope. Until she opens her mouth again. âI donât think youâre a bad person. Iâm just not, well, in the same position you are. Itâs not that I didnât have fun with you. I did. I just have things that I have to do and theyâre more important than what I want to do.â
Arden runs a hand through his hair. Obviously this is a bigger deal than heâd originally thought. He knew she was different from all of his friends but he thought it was by choice. Now he can see the differences as if a flashlight were shining on them in a dark room. All of his friends have their own cars, where Carly rides a bike everywhereâeven to the next town over to work the graveyard shift at a dumpy convenience store. She wears T-shirts and jeansâsomething he thought was preferenceâand as far as he can tell, she only owns one pair of shoes, which happen to be filthy off-brand Converse. What girl would wear dingy shoes every day if she could help it? But itâs not that she doesnât care about her appearance. He can tell Carly would be girly if she had the chance. Even now she has a complicated-looking braid in her hair and her nails are painted a deep purple.
How he missed these things before, Arden is not sure.
So, Carly Vega is poor. But, unless sheâs lying, she wants to have fun with him. She just has an obstacle in herâand therefore hisâway.
Thereâs got to be something I can do . âIâll pay you,â he blurts. âIâll pay you for your company.â Whoa, that sounded way wrong. And other people heard it. Itâs like the air actually gasped.
Tables of kids around them stop eating. Stop talking. Heâs in danger of a chocolate milk bath, he can tell. Carlyâs eyes flash with the ferocity of a starved predator. He wouldnât be surprised if she bared her teeth.
At this moment, there is no amount of salt that would make his foot taste better.
Carly rises from the bench seat. She gathers up her homework in a neat pile, tapping the edges straight, shutting her book with a deliberation so cool it could chill a deep fryer. She tugs at the strap on her backpack and eases it up, onto her shoulder, which is squared perfectly with the other despite the added weight.
âCarly, Iââ Arden chokes out. I what, exactly? Iâm sorry falls infinitely short of what it will take to get her to speak to him again. Miles short of what it will take to make it up to her. Years short of what it will take for everyone to forget that he said that today.
Carly turns and walks away. Before she opens the cafeteria door, she wipes her feet on the floor mat, as if symbolically. And then sheâs gone.
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Out of the corner of his eye, Arden feels Deputy Glass glance at him. Once. Twice. Again. Arden shifts in
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