seared the insides of Adaâs eyelids.
Corinne was grinning again, looking far too pleased with herself.
âLightning comes before thunder,â Ada said.
Corinne scowled at her, and the illusion dropped. They were suddenly back in the common room, knee to knee on the couch. The rain that had been dripping down Adaâs face just a moment earlier had vanished without a trace.
âBest two out of three?â Corinne asked.
Ada laughed. Years ago, when they had first started this game, it had been a way to practice, with Corinne holding the illusions of everyday objects in her hands and Ada coaxing the simplest emotions from her violin. The harder they had pushed each other, the more complex the exercise had become, until it was less like practice and more like a conversationâa call and response with an intimacy that was lacking during onstage performances.
âI told you, Iâm going to bed early,â Ada said.
âWait.â Corinne grabbed her wrist before she could get up. âDonât you want to talk about Saint?â
The feeling of contentment Ada had managed to cultivate shattered. She slid her legs off the couch and started wiping down her violin with the felt cloth she kept in her case.
âHeâs a coward and a snitch,â Ada said. âWhat else is there to talk about?â
âHeâs been our friend for years.â
âThatâs what I thought too, but friends donât push your head onto the chopping block to save their own neck.â She shoved her violin into the case, a little more roughly than she intended.
âHe was scared,â Corinne said. âIâm not defending him, Ada, but canât youââ
âIf it were you instead of him, would you have sold me out?â Ada asked. She snapped the case shut and faced Corinne. âIf you were scared and alone in a room with the HPA threatening to send you to lockup, would you have turned on me?â
Corinne shook her head. She didnât even hesitate.
When they were twelve years old, the day that Ada had decided to move out of the Cast Iron and away from her insufferable new roommate, a member of Johnnyâs crew had muttered a racial slur within earshot. Ada had ignored it, as she always had, because it waseasier that way. But Corinne, who had not managed a kind word for Ada since the moment theyâd met, called the man out in a room full of people and demanded an apology.
He had begrudgingly given one, but only after Johnny had come into the room to see what the commotion was. The incident accomplished nothing but to make the man hate both of them equally. Ada never forgot it, thoughânot because she had needed Corinneâs help, but because she knew that Corinneâs strange brand of loyalty was not to be taken lightly. Something had changed between them that day, and though it wasnât something that Ada could readily identify, she had not left the Cast Iron after all.
âI know Saint was scared,â Ada said. âSo was I. But I kept my mouth shut, and he didnât, so how am I supposed to ever trust him again?â
It was not a question with an answer. Ada stood and picked up her case. She knew it wasnât fair to ask Corinne to stop being friends with Saint, but she also knew she didnât have to. Corinne would have already made that decision herself.
And, deep down, there was a part of Ada that just wanted to punish him.
She didnât want to examine that part of herself too closely. It was easier to lock it away like her violin in its case. It was easier to just forget about Saint and the wildflower painting and all the other gifts and jokes and small comforts throughout the past several years. Remembering only made the nightmares about the asylum worse, because it meant that her incarceration hadnât been bad luck or even justice for her crimes. The terror and the sleepless nights had been done to her by someone she
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