take our coffee and sit out on the back steps,â she suggested. âItâs much cooler than this kitchen.â
And much safer, she thought, as she poured a dollop of cream into her cup. From the moment theyâd entered the house and sat down to supper, sheâd felt as though all the oxygen had been sucked from the room. Sheâd hardly been able to keep her eyes off him. And the more sheâd looked at him, the more her mind had wandered to things she had no business thinking. Like how it would be to kiss him, to have him hold her the way a man holds a woman whenever he wants her.
âIâm good with that,â he agreed.
Releasing an inaudible sigh, she called to Beau and the three of them passed through the door and onto the back porch.
âI apologize for not having a porch swing or lawn furniture,â she told him. âI couldnât find any around the place and Iâve not taken the time to shop for much more than groceries and pet supplies.â
âThe steps are fine,â he assured her. âIâm not used to doing a lot of chair sitting anyway. Most of my sitting is done in the saddle.â
He waited until sheâd eased down on the top step before he joined her and as he stretched his long lean legs out in front of him, Rebecca immediately wondered if sheâd made a mistake by leaving the kitchen. At least in there their chairs had been a respectable distance apart. Now that they were sitting side by side on the wooden step, there wasnât a handâs width of space between them.
What are you whining about, Rebecca? Youâve been itching to get close to the man. Now that you are, you want to run like a scared cat.
She wasnât feeling scared, she mentally argued with the mocking voice in her head. She was only trying to be cautious. Jake was obviously a love âem and leave âem sort of guy. Heâd never taken a wife, or as far as she knew a fiancée, but sheâd be ready to bet heâd taken plenty of prisoners of the heart. Would she be willing to become one more?
Sipping her coffee, she tried not to sigh, to let him see that just sitting here close to him was shaking her like the winds of a hurricane. âIâm ashamed to admit that a lot of my work is done sitting behind a desk. I have so much reading to do, so many photos and catalogs to view, I donât get to exercise as much as Iâd like.â
âYou look like you get plenty of exercise.â
Sheâd not been fishing for a compliment and the fact that heâd noticed such a personal thing about her sent a flash of pink color to her face.
âAt the gym,â she explained. âI meant natural exercise.â
Between bites of cake, he glanced at her, his mouth curved in a suggestive grin. âWhat sort of exercise do you consider natural? â
She cleared her throat and wondered again why he made her feel so naive and inexperienced. Sheâd had plenty of boyfriends, even a few lovers. This one shouldnât be causing a flash fire of heat to rush from the soles of her feet to the top of her head. This one shouldnât be making her heart pitter-patter like those first few drops of rain right before a storm.
Dating had never been simple or easy for Rebecca. Losing her father had taught her that loving someone with all her heart also carried risks. And for a long time after sheâd first started dating, sheâd kept everything simple and platonic as a way to keep her emotions protected. But then, as sheâd grown older, sheâd realized if she never allowed a relationship to grow between herself and a man, sheâd always be living alone. Unfortunately, each time sheâd let a man into her life, heâd found a reason to leave. Now Jake was knocking on the door of her heart and, crazy or not, she was desperately wanting to open it up and let him in.
âI meant likeâ¦riding a horse.â
âOh. So tell
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