me, Rebecca, back in Houston what did you do for play?â
The question brought her up short and for long moments her mind was stuttering, searching wildly back through her regular routine. To her dismay, the days andnights of the past few years were mostly an uneventful blur of work and travel, exhaustion and sleep.
âWellâI go to the movies,â she finally said. She didnât add that the outing was mostly a form of work, a chance to see what types of fashions were being worn on the big screen and how the more popular movies would influence the next round of designs to be introduced to the buying public.
âIs that it?â
She thought for another long moment. âI like going to the beach down at Galvestonâwhenever I get the chance. But thatâs not often.â
His gaze slipped over her face and she could feel her lips tingling, burning beneath his lazy inspection.
âNo dining, dancing?â
She looked away from him to focus her gaze on the open field sweeping away to the left of the property. Twilight had fallen and in the gloaming she could see a pair of nighthawks circling over the desert brush. As she watched the birds dip and dive for insects, she wondered how Jakeâs simple questions could make her see herself more plainly than looking at her image in the mirror.
âOn occasions. I stay very busy with my work, you see.â
âYes. I am beginning to see,â he replied.
He placed his plate and cup aside, then reached for her hand. Rebecca tried not to outwardly shiver as the pads of his fingers slid gently back and forth over the top.
âAnd Iâm thinking itâs a good thing that you decided to stay on here for a while. For me, âcause I like your company. And for you, âcause I get the feeling that you needed some time away.â
Her throat was suddenly thick and she tried to swallowthe sensation away. âI hadnât planned on staying. Not at first. But Iâwell, I decided that my aunt deserved a little of my time. God knows she didnât have any of it while she was alive. And nowâwell, everything she had in her life, she left to me. Itâsââ
She was suddenly too choked to speak and she looked down at her feet as she tried to regain her composure. Finally, she spoke in a broken voice. âItâs hard for me to bear, Jake. I donât deserve anything from her. None of it.â
âRebecca, why would you say such a thing?â
âBecause I never visited her. Never spoke to her.â She looked at him, her expression full of despair. âJake, this is going to sound crazy, but I never even knew I had an aunt! I didnât find out about Gertrude until a few days before her funeral.â
Clearly stunned by her admission, he stared at her. Then finally, he said, âI understood that youâd never been out here to visit. But I thoughtâwell, sometimes people have good intentions that never come through and I figured you were busy with your own life.â
Her head swung shamefully back and forth. âI wish it were that simple. But itâs not. My familyâeverything feels like a lieâa sham!â
âWhoa now, Rebecca. Thatâs a pretty harsh way of putting things. Maybe you ought to back up and explain from the beginning,â he gently suggested.
Realizing half of what sheâd just said probably hadnât made sense to him, she nodded. âYouâre right. I should start at the beginning. So Iâll begin by saying that Iâve always been from a small family. I never knew my maternal grandparents. My mother had been born to them in their latter years. By the time sheâd grown to adult-hood they were both suffering from age-related health problems. They passed away before I was born.â
âWhat about your paternal grandparents?â he asked.
âDuring the time I was a very young child they lived in Florida and came for short
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