mother is just behind the curtains, watching us. But youâ¦well, anywayâ¦â
He dropped a modest peck on her cheek, said a hurried, âGoodnight,â and walked away.
Weary and depressed, Dee let herself into the house. As Mark had observed, Helen was waiting for her, in dressing gown and curlers.
âWell?â she demanded. âDid he behave himself?â
âOh, yes,â Dee said softly. âHe behaved himself. Goodnight, Mum.â
She ran upstairs as fast as she could.
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As Mark had predicted, conscription started the following month, and heâd been wise to get into the Air Force while he still had a choice.
Now she saw him only briefly, as his free time was taken up by the squadron, located just outside London. Joe was immensely proud of him and showed it by giving him Saturdays off so that he could devote the whole weekend to training to be a pilot.
âI couldnât be more proud if he was my own son,â he confided to his wife. âAnd, after all, that may happen.â He finished with a significant look at Dee, out in the garden.
âHmm!â Helen said. âHasnât he caused enough trouble in this family?â
âIt wasnât his fault; I thought we agreed that.â
âI just donât like whatâs happening to Dee. Somethingâs not right.â
âSheâs just missing him. Itâs happening all over the country now the men are joining up.â
He began inviting Mark in for supper on the days he knew Dee would be home, partly for his daughterâs sake and partly because he was consumed with curiosity. He loved nothing better than to listen while Mark described his life as a budding pilot.
âThey let me take the controls the other day,â he recalled once. âI canât begin to tell you what itâs like up there, feeling as though all the power in the world was yours, and you could do anything you wanted.â
âI remember when the war started in nineteen fourteen,â Joe said. âNobody thought of using planes to fight; they were so frail, just bits of wood and canvas. But then someone mounted a machine gun and that was that. Next thing, we had a Royal Air Force. Iâd have loved to fly, but blokes like me just got stuck in the trenches.â
They became more absorbed in their conversation, while Deeâs eyes met her motherâs across the table in a silent message. Men!
âThereâs something I have to tell you,â Mark said at last. âTheyâve put my name down for a new course. Iâm the first in my group to be assigned to itââ
âGood for you,â Joe said. âThey know youâre the best. But it means youâll spend more time there and less here, doesnât it?â
âIâm afraid so. They reckon the war will be declared pretty soon, so then Iâll be in the Air Force full-time. Perhaps you should start looking for another mechanic.â
Dee heard all this from a distance. It was coming, the thing she dreaded, the moment when he would walk away to the war and she might never see him again. Time was rushing by.
She had grown cautious, sensing a slight change in Markâsmanner. Since the night sheâd come alive in his arms, sheâd sometimes caught him giving her a curious look. She was shocked at herself, wondering if her forward behaviour had damaged his respect for her.
When they were alone, his kisses were fervent, even passionate, as though he was discovering something new about her all the time. But then he would draw back as though heâd thought better of it, leaving her in a state of confusion. With all her heart she longed to take him past that invisible barrier, and she hadnât much time left to make it happen.
After supper the three of them listened to the wireless. The official news from Europe was worrying, but what had really caught peopleâs attention was the fact that when King
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