you to dance, my Lord?”
“I will leave that for younger folk,” said Lord Scathfell, “But lead your lady out to dance if you will,” he added, and The MacAran turned dutifully to Lady Luciella and led her on to the dance floor.
After the first ceremonious dance, the younger folk gathered for a ring-dance, all the young men in the outer ring, and the girls and women in the inner one; the dancing grew riotous after a bit, and Romilly saw Darissa drop out of the dancers, her hand pressed to her side; she went to fetch her friend a drink, and sat beside her, chatting. Darissa wore the loose ungirdled gown of a pregnant woman, but even so she loosed the clasps on her tunic, and fanned herself - she was red and panting.
“I shall dance no more till this one is born,” she said, pressing her long fingers against her swollen body, “He holds his own dance, I think, and will dance from now till harvest-time, mostly when I am trying to sleep!” Cathal came and bent solicitously over his wife, but she gestured him back to the dancing. “Go and dance with the men, my husband, I will sit here for a little and talk with my old playmate - what have you been doing with yourself, Romilly? Are you not betrothed yet? You are fifteen now, are you not?”
Romilly nodded. She was shocked at her friend, who had been so pretty and graceful but three years ago; now she had grown heavy-footed, her small breasts swollen and thick beneath the laces of her gown, her waist clumsy. In three years, Darissa had had two children and now she was bearing another already! As if reading her thoughts, Darissa said with a bitter twist of her lips, “Oh, I know well, I am not so pretty as I was when I was a maiden - enjoy your last year of dancing, Romilly, ‘tis likely that next year you too will be on the sidelines, swelling with your first; my husband’s father spoke of wedding you to Cinhil, or perhaps Mallina; he thinks her more docile and lady-like.”
Romilly said in shock, “But need you have another so soon? I should think two in three years was enough.”
Darissa shrugged and smiled. “Oh, well, it is the way of things - this one I think I will feed at my own breast and not put out to nurse, and perhaps I will not get with child again this year. I love my little ones, but I think three is enough for a time.”
“It would be more than enough for me for a lifetime,” said Romilly vigorously, and Darissa laughed. “So say we all when we are young girls. Lord Scathfell is pleased with me because I have already given them two sons, and I hope this one is a daughter; I would like a little girl - later I will take you to see my babies; they are pretty children, little Gareth has red hair; maybe he will have laran, a magician for the Towers.”
“Would you want him to-” Romilly murmured, and Darissa laughed. “Oh, yes, Tramontana Tower would be ready to take him, the Aldarans are Hastur-kin from away back before the Hundred Kingdoms, and they have old ties with Tramontana.” She lowered her voice. “Have you truly no news of Ruyven? Did your father really disown him?”
Romilly nodded, and Darissa’s eyes widened; she and Ruyven had played together as children, too.
“I remember, one year at Midsummer, he sent me a Festival-basket,” she said, “and I wore the sprig of golden-flower he sent me; but at the end of that Festival, Father betrothed me to Cathal, and we have been happy enough, and now there are our children - but I think kindly of Ruyven, and I would gladly have been your sister, Romilly. Do you think The MacAran will give you to Cinhil if he should ask? Then should we be sisters indeed.”
“I do not dislike Cinhil,” Romilly said, but inwardly she shrank away; three years from now, then, would she be like Darissa, grown fat and short of breath, her skin blotched and her body misshapen from breeding? “The one good thing about such a marriage would be, it would bring me close to you,” she said truthfully,
“I will leave that for younger folk,” said Lord Scathfell, “But lead your lady out to dance if you will,” he added, and The MacAran turned dutifully to Lady Luciella and led her on to the dance floor.
After the first ceremonious dance, the younger folk gathered for a ring-dance, all the young men in the outer ring, and the girls and women in the inner one; the dancing grew riotous after a bit, and Romilly saw Darissa drop out of the dancers, her hand pressed to her side; she went to fetch her friend a drink, and sat beside her, chatting. Darissa wore the loose ungirdled gown of a pregnant woman, but even so she loosed the clasps on her tunic, and fanned herself - she was red and panting.
“I shall dance no more till this one is born,” she said, pressing her long fingers against her swollen body, “He holds his own dance, I think, and will dance from now till harvest-time, mostly when I am trying to sleep!” Cathal came and bent solicitously over his wife, but she gestured him back to the dancing. “Go and dance with the men, my husband, I will sit here for a little and talk with my old playmate - what have you been doing with yourself, Romilly? Are you not betrothed yet? You are fifteen now, are you not?”
Romilly nodded. She was shocked at her friend, who had been so pretty and graceful but three years ago; now she had grown heavy-footed, her small breasts swollen and thick beneath the laces of her gown, her waist clumsy. In three years, Darissa had had two children and now she was bearing another already! As if reading her thoughts, Darissa said with a bitter twist of her lips, “Oh, I know well, I am not so pretty as I was when I was a maiden - enjoy your last year of dancing, Romilly, ‘tis likely that next year you too will be on the sidelines, swelling with your first; my husband’s father spoke of wedding you to Cinhil, or perhaps Mallina; he thinks her more docile and lady-like.”
Romilly said in shock, “But need you have another so soon? I should think two in three years was enough.”
Darissa shrugged and smiled. “Oh, well, it is the way of things - this one I think I will feed at my own breast and not put out to nurse, and perhaps I will not get with child again this year. I love my little ones, but I think three is enough for a time.”
“It would be more than enough for me for a lifetime,” said Romilly vigorously, and Darissa laughed. “So say we all when we are young girls. Lord Scathfell is pleased with me because I have already given them two sons, and I hope this one is a daughter; I would like a little girl - later I will take you to see my babies; they are pretty children, little Gareth has red hair; maybe he will have laran, a magician for the Towers.”
“Would you want him to-” Romilly murmured, and Darissa laughed. “Oh, yes, Tramontana Tower would be ready to take him, the Aldarans are Hastur-kin from away back before the Hundred Kingdoms, and they have old ties with Tramontana.” She lowered her voice. “Have you truly no news of Ruyven? Did your father really disown him?”
Romilly nodded, and Darissa’s eyes widened; she and Ruyven had played together as children, too.
“I remember, one year at Midsummer, he sent me a Festival-basket,” she said, “and I wore the sprig of golden-flower he sent me; but at the end of that Festival, Father betrothed me to Cathal, and we have been happy enough, and now there are our children - but I think kindly of Ruyven, and I would gladly have been your sister, Romilly. Do you think The MacAran will give you to Cinhil if he should ask? Then should we be sisters indeed.”
“I do not dislike Cinhil,” Romilly said, but inwardly she shrank away; three years from now, then, would she be like Darissa, grown fat and short of breath, her skin blotched and her body misshapen from breeding? “The one good thing about such a marriage would be, it would bring me close to you,” she said truthfully,
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