understood she wasnât being fair. That none of this was fair and that, worse, sheâd put all of this in motion herself when sheâd told that first lie. But she couldnât seem to stop herself.
âYou never wanted a divorce,â she said helplessly after a moment, when the buzzing in her ears stopped making her feel dizzy. âI suppose I thought...â
She shouldnât have said that, and Holly wasnât surprised when he seemed to rebound into a greater rage right there before her, his dark face taut and furious, his eyes blazing.
âThat this was some kind of sick flirtation across whole years?â His voice was scathing. âThat even though I believed that youâd cuckolded me, I still hoped to win you back with open access to my bank account and my otherwise complete and total indifference?â
âYouâre the one who taught me how to play these games, Theo!â she hurled at him wildly, and she didnât have it in her to worry about what was
fair
. Maybe it was that word heâd used:
indifference
. Because that was what sheâd seen in the lobby of The Chatsfield, and that was the end of everything. She knew that. âYou could have come after me but you chose to throw money at me instead. Donât you dare stand here and accuse me of ruining our marriage when you did nothing to save it. When you no doubt rejoiced the moment I left!â
âEnough.â
Sheâd never heard that tone from him before. Abrupt and powerful, reminding her who heâd become in these past years. The heights heâd climbed in his fatherâs company and how like the old man heâd become along the way. It was only then she realized she was shaking again, and not from the temperature. She rubbed her hands up and down her own arms and his mouth tightened.
âTheo...â
But Holly didnât know what she meant to say and it didnât matter, because he was already shaking his head.
âI said enough.â He closed the distance between them and took hold of her arm, and she automatically pulled against it, letting out a surprised sort of sound when his fingers only tightened. âWalk or be dragged,
agapi mou
.â It was nearly a snarl, and she felt it like a slap. Or perhaps a kick. âIn the mood I am in right now, I do not much care which.â
Holly walked.
Theo kept a tight hold of her, and she told herself it didnât matter. It didnât make a difference that he had put those beautiful, gorgeous hands of his on countless other women, possibly even tonight before sheâd found him. That he knew about places like that alcove because heâd used them, obviously, and not only with her.
That made her feel sick, it was true. And yet the pit in her stomach that yawned open wider with every step wasnât about that, not really.
This was her fault.
No matter what she threw at him, she knew that. She had done this, no one else. She had remembered so vividly what her motherâs departure had done to her father, how it had broken him but made him unwilling to go after her in all the years that followed out on that lonely little ranch, and sheâd used it. Sheâd claimed the same sin and gotten the same reaction in response.
Sheâd done this.
But knowing that only seemed to make things worse. Or maybe it just made her hate herself. She could hardly tell the difference any longer, and his fingers wrapped tight around her upper arm didnât help.
âI can take a taxi,â she told him when she realized Theo was striding toward his car and the uniformed driver who beckoned from a spot down the street, but nearly swallowed her own tongue when he turned a savage glare upon her.
It seemed smarter to get in the car. And then to tell his driver where she was staying when asked, because that would be faster than fighting about it or trying to conceal it.
âTheo,â she started again when the car glided
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