event that changed my life and gives me nightmares. And what had it done to Aggieâs parents, who had lost their only child?
Creeley bowed his head and sighed deeply. âIt grieves me to think Randy came to that, that he took someoneâs life.â
Iâd hoped for denial, outrage, anything to bolster my own wavering doubts. âYou donât sound surprised.â
âNothing about Randy surprises
me,
â Alice said.
Anger flashed in Creeleyâs eyes. âI loved that boy. But I canât say I was proud of him. No, maâam. I tried to teach him right from wrong, but he took what he wanted and lied his way through life. He was good at it, too. Then he got caught. I thought, Good. Heâll learn a hard lesson. But a couple of years later he was back in prison.â
âYou reap what you sow,â Alice said.
Creeleyâs cheek pulsed. âIâm not saying he didnât deserve to do time. But he didnât deserve to die like that. He was off drugs. He found God and peace. He asked my forgiveness a few weeks ago for the things heâd done wrong. He asked your forgiveness, too, Alice.â
âWords are cheap,â she said. âHe was playing you like he played you so many times before I canât even count them.â
I was liking Alice less and less, but Iâd been thinking the same thing. âWhat about his girlfriend, Doreen,â I said. âWhere did he meet her?â
âOne of his twelve-step meetings, or church?â Creeley looked at Alice. She shrugged, and for once didnât have an answer. âHe talked about bringing her by so we could meet her, but he never did. A couple of days before he died I asked him how things were going. âIâm doing fine, Iâm clean,â he said. He sounded hopeful.â
Alice huffed. âHe told his parole officer the same thing, and that was a fat lie. He went to those Narcotics Anonymous meetings and lied to everybody there, too.â
Creeley pursed his lips. âI know when heâs lying, Alice. Someone killed him and made it look like he overdosed. I know that like I know my own name.â
Alice rolled her eyes.
âGo ahead,â he told her, his voice flinty with anger. âRoll your eyes. The police donât believe me, either.â
I scooted to the edge of my chair. âWhy would someone kill your son, Mr. Creeley?â
âCould be someone he wronged. Iâm sure thereâs a long list. Or maybe it had something to do with that woman the police say he killed.â
My heart skipped a beat. âShe was killed almost six years ago, in July. I know thatâs a long time ago, but can you recall if Randy seemed upset then?â
âJuly, six years ago . . . ,â he repeated. âThat was about a year after Randy got out of prison. The couple of times we did see him, he was looking for a fight. I donât know why.â
âAsk Trina,â Alice said. âHe told Trina
everything,
â she added with a childish whine.
I would be seeing Trina in less than two hours and I planned to do exactly that. âYou didnât see him often?â
Creeley shook his head.
âBecause I told him what he didnât want to hear,â Alice said. âBecause nobody wants an ex-con liar and drug addict hanging around their daughter.â
âLet him be, goddammit!â Creeley seemed startled by his own outburst. He took a deep breath. âThe boyâs dead, Alice. Let him be.â
Alice turned her head aside, but not before I could see the red that had worked up her thick neck and that Creeley would undoubtedly pay for after I left.
She pushed herself off the sofa. âI have things to take care of,â she said in a wounded voice.
I would have bet money that Creeley would apologize and beg her to stay, but he said, âAll right then,â and ignored the hurt, angry look she tossed him before she stomped out of the
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