day. Itâs just that ever since Daniella died, itâs been really hard for me, you know? I donât know who to trust.â
âI understand,â I say.
âOh, please,â Daniella says. âShe doesnât know who to trust? Itâs not like I left her a million dollars or something.â
âYouâd be surprised how many people try to talk to me just because they want to know the details of what happened that night,â Jen says. âItâs creepy, you know?â
I wonder what sheâd think if I told her I could see dead people, and that her dead friend is in this parking lot with us and has been talking nonsense about something having to do with her and a shovel. Probably she wouldnât be too thrilled.
âThat makes sense,â I say. âI know that a lot of times when I tell people my mom left, they act all concerned, but really they just want to know the gossip.â
âYour mom left?â
âYeah,â I say. I decide to leave it at that. She doesnât need to know that my mom left when I was so little that I donât even remember her. And that even if people did want to know gossip about it, I donât know any.
âIâm really sorry.â
â âS okay,â I mumble, and then look down at my shoes. God, I am getting a lot better at this acting thing. It used to not work so well, if you want to know the truth. In fact, one time my subpar acting skills got me kicked out of a mini-mart by the police. (I wonât get into it, but the ghost I was helping had a dad who ran the store.) I add in another sniffle for good measure.
âHey, donât cry,â Jen says, sighing. She rummages through her bag for a tissue, and then hands it to me. I pretend to blow my nose.
Daniellaâs mouth drops open. âWow. You are actually really good at this.â
âThanks,â I say to Jen. And Daniella. Even though I do feel kind of bad. I mean, I shouldnât really be playing on the poor girlâs emotions. Especially since her friend died not that long ago. But I tell myself that Iâm helping Daniella, and thatâs more important. And in the process maybe Iâll be helping Jen, too.
âWell,â Jen says, âum, good luck with your gymnastics.â
âYeah,â I say. âGood luck to you, too.â
And then Jen walks away and gets into her car.
âThatâs it?â Daniella screams. âYou didnât find out anything!â
Obviously she doesnât know the most important part of actingâknowing when to end the scene.
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âMy hair is a mess,â I moan, looking at it in the mirror over the sinks.
â Your hair?â Ellie cries. âWhat about mine?â
âYour hair looks perfect, as usual,â I say honestly. Weâve been in the bathroom of the movie theater for fifteen minutes now, which means we only have five more minutes until we have to meet the boys if weâre going to stick to our be-five-minutes-late plan. And Iâm nowhere near ready.
Itâs a miracle I even got here on time. My idea was to kind of blindside my dad with the whole going-to-the-movies-on-a-date thing at dinner so that he wouldnât really have time to think up a million reasons why I couldnât go. Also, I figured that by telling him the truth, it would show that I was capable and responsible. And the fact that Ellie and Kyle were going was, like, a bonus.
Of course, he had to call Cindy to find out what she thought, which was über-annoying, but whatevs. Cindy said it was okay, so I couldnât be too mad at her. Although Iâm still a little mad at my dad for giving her so much power in our lives. Itâs like just because Cindy is a woman, he thinks she knows everything related to raising a daughter. But it doesnât mean she knows anythingâespecially about dating. My dad needs to learn to trust
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