himself a little more. Iâm turning out perfectly fine. I donât need a woman role model. Although, if my dad was relying on himself tomake the decisions, he really might have said no. So I guess I shouldnât complain too much.
I survey myself in the mirror. Skinny jeans. Boots with a low heel. White sweater thatâs off the shoulder. Very cute, but also casual. âOkay,â I say after smoothing my hair one more time. âIâm ready. You?â
âYes.â Ellie and I look at each other and squeal.
We walk out to meet the boys, and Brandon looks sooo cute in his jeans and black sweater. We stand in front of the concession stand, having a huge discussion about what to eat. Kyle wants to get Junior Mints, Swedish Fish, nachos, ice cream, and a hot dog. Which he does. And it comes to, like, fifty dollars, which is crazy. (Also, where did Kyle get all that money? My dad gave me a twenty and told me to bring back the change.)
But the real problem comes when Brandon and I order our snacks. A medium popcorn and a soda for me, a red slushie and a package of Reeseâs Pieces for Brandon. Which isnât the problem. The problem is that since itâs Friday night, the theater is so packed that thereâs this huge long line, and so when itâs our turn to order, the girl working the stand rings us up together. And then thereâs this totally awkward moment when Brandon hands her twenty dollars and I donât know if itâs supposed to be for my stuff and his stuff or just his stuff.
So then I reach into my purse and hand over twelvedollars, but then Brandon says, âDonât worry. I got it.â Which makes me blush, and makes the girl behind the counter smirk, like I have no idea what Iâm doing. So then I start to think that maybe Brandon thinks I have no idea what Iâm doing, or worse, that maybe he thinks that I donât think this is a date. And then I remember how Ellie said that he said doing homework together was just okay, and I realize I still havenât gotten to the bottom of that, which makes me nervous.
So by the time we get into the theater, Iâm kind of on edge. The only good thing is that Daniella isnât here. Iâm not sure exactly where she went. Maybe she figured the night would be boring. Not that Iâm complaining. The last thing I need is her here, making her little comments and getting me more anxious than I already am.
âWhere should we sit?â Brandon asks.
âI usually sit halfway up and to the side,â I say.
âI like sitting in front,â Kyle says. He takes a bite of his nachos. âThat way youâre closer to the action.â
âWe always sit in the middle and to the side,â Ellie says firmly.
âWhatever.â Kyle shrugs.
When we sit down, somehow it works out that Iâm sitting closest to the wall, followed by Brandon, followed by Kyle, followed by Ellie. This seating arrangement is horrible for a few reasons. One, because Ellie and I arenâtsitting next to each other, so we canât whisper to each other about anything scandalous that might happen. And two, because now Iâm stuck near the wall. Which means that if I have to go to the bathroom, I have to climb over all three of them. And I know itâs not a big deal, that everyone goes to the bathroom, but something about it just seems super-embarrassing, you know?
I donât think Iâm going to make it through the rest of the night, but once the lights go down and the first preview starts, Brandon leans in close and says, âI love the previews.â
âReally?â I say. âIâve never really been a fan.â
âReally?â He seems shocked. âWhy not?â
âToo much like commercials,â I whisper, and take a handful of popcorn.
âYeah, but you get to see what movies are coming out,â he says. âSo you know what to see.â
âTrue,â I
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