grew up, or at least grew older. Bernard was an idealist. He had such exalted ideas about freedom and independence and the need to throw off tyranny. He thought everyone should be able to choose who should govern them, where they would live and how they would plan their lives.â
Kerr Wallace tipped his head in a considered nod. âI knew someone like that once.â
âA lot of young men feel these things, I suppose, and young women as well.â She frowned a little, disturbed by the thought that the man at her side might have a dreary story in his past as well.
âSo they do. But you were saying?â
âYes. Bernard. One of his uncles had fought in Texas during their War of Independence against Mexico. Heâdbrought home Mexican silver dollars that he melted down to make a plantation bell, and often told stories about the land and the men who had opened the Texas frontier. Bernard was wild to see it before he settled down with a wife and family. He talked his father into letting him go off to join the Ranger company set up by President Lamar, the leader of Texas at the time.â
âYes, I recall.â As she sent an inquiring gaze in his direction, he waved a hand in dismissal. âNothing. Go on.â
âThereâs little more to tell,â she said with a shrug. âThe company marched from San Antonio across the vast western reaches of the so-called Tejas country. Their object was to take Santa Fe.â
âThe luckless Mier Expedition.â
âWhat?â
âSo some name it, after the town where they fought the hardest, though itâs labeled the Santa Fe Expedition as well.â
âIf you know that, then you surely know the rest.â
âI prefer to hear your version.â
She gave a small shrug. âLamar was convinced those who lived in that part of the country, maybe even the commandant of the Santa Fe fortress, would join the Rangers in revolt against Mexico. It didnât happen.â
âHe died in Texas, your Bernard.â
âHe was one of those forced to surrender at Mier. The group was marched into the Mexican interior, but made a daring escape. They became lost, were recaptured. General Santa Ana decreed there must be reprisal, that one man in ten would be shot in ritual decimation. Apitcher was filled with a hundred fifty-nine white beans and seventeen black ones. Bernard drew a black bean when the time came to decide who would pay for their mistake, so was taken from the line of prisoners andââ
She stopped as tears rose to close off her throat. How very strange. Sheâd thought she had moved past the aching grief of that loss. Apparently she was wrong.
âMy brother Andrew didnât have to face that ordeal,â the man at her side said without looking at her. âHe was one of those who died during the escape attempt.â
She stopped, turned to him. âYour brother? I didnât know. Iâm sorry.â
âCould be they knew each other, your fiancé and Andrew.â
âPerhaps. Jean Pierre, the man I am to marry, was also a member of that terrible expedition. It was he who told me about Bernard, making me a condolence call just after his return. He also gave me the message Bernard sent before he died. Thatâthat was the only time I ever had what might be called a conversation with my future husband.â
The Kentuckian gave her an odd look, opened his lips as if he meant to contradict her. Instead, he only said after a moment, âNot much to build a marriage on.â
âNo.â
âThe Mier Expedition was some time ago now. Youâve met no other man in the four years since? That is, youâve formed no other attachment?â
He posed the question to allow some small distance from what was a painful subject, she thought, perhapsfor both of them. She was grateful for it, though she preferred he not know it.
âMarriage being the whole reason for a
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