cigarette lighters maybe, but he didnât believe Bishop and Trace would actually beat them. There were jokes that theyâd fucked the goats first, but he didnât believe that either.
Trace grabbed a pill, and a few of the other guys gathered around Bishop, who held his head back as if he wore a heavy crown.
Cully had a girl with him now in the cab of his truck. In the shadows, Dex could just see that her head looked tiny against the passenger seat, but when Cully opened the door and the light went on, Dex saw her face, mouth open, laughing, sharp, fake-looking eyebrows.
âFucking Cully. Whatâs he do?â said Lawbourne.
Dex shrugged.
âHeâs got, like, I donât know.â Lawbourne shook his head, sipped his beer, and stumbled a little forward.
âMaybe heâs just a good liar.â
âDamn. Iâd like to learn if thatâs all it is.â
An invisible thing seemed to crowd in the dark around them, as if despite all the space across this sprawl of asphalt there wasnât enough room for all of them to be there. They started to talk about girls then, whoâd sent which naked picture, because you couldnât see the girlsâ faces, only their racksâthey were shouting over one anotherâand Dex started to walk back to his truck because it didnât seem like Weeks was going to show up after all.
Suddenly, guys started making goat sounds and laughing. Trace was following Dex, so drunk or high that he walked in a very slow, jangly way, careful not to spill out of himself.
âGot a bone to pick with you, Dex.â
âWhatâs that, Trace?â
âYou told the coach.â
âNo, I didnât. I donât know what the hell youâre talking about. I donât talk to the coach about you.â
âNo one else would do it.â Bishop came over to them, but he could barely keep his balance. âDo you know how much shit weâre going to get for this? How many miles my buddyâs going to have to run?â
âHey, I heard the story from someone, but I didnât really believe it. You want to go beat up goats at night, thatâs your problem.â
Cullyâs truck streaked out of the parking lot then, the red taillights straggling behind it, the motor gunning.
Bishop, Trace, and now Brad and a couple of others stood around Dex.
âCome on, man. Dex wouldnât do that,â said Lawbourne. He called over to the other truck, where some guys stood smoking. âHey, Hershel! Dex is an honest man, right?â
âDamn straight!â Hershel called back, holding up his beer.
âBullshit,â said Bishop. âIâm not even on the goddamn team, and I wouldnât care except youâre messing with Trace.â He grabbed Dexâs arm and squeezed it.
Dex shook him off. âGet the hell away from me. Iâm leaving.â
Lawbourne said, âBishop, come on. Donât be an asshole.â
Dex walked as slowly as he could over to his truck. There was laughter behind him. He couldnât tell if it was the joke after the tension explodes or if they were laughing at him walking away.
He got in his truck, shaken, and turned on the radio loud. He pulled out of the parking lot methodically, because he didnât want to seem in a hurry. He drove for half an hour through the extra-dark streets, stalling before going home, past the mansions on Sunrise Drive, down RiverbackAvenue, where the old trees hung overhead, no one else on the roads. He circled around to the intersection where the gas station was still lit up and turned onto 2351, where he passed an occasional car, and a billboard with a vodka girl, smiling down as if she knew him. He was on his way to Houston and would soon turn around at the San Jacinto exit, so he could go back home. This was the time of night when drunks rammed their cars into telephone poles, when guys ended up thrown out on the side of the road,