going to lose my mind if they donât get out of here ASAP. Because five minutes into their exam, it occurs to me why we might be having so much trouble reaching Declan. While I admit that I still donât know how this soulbound thing works, it doesnât seem out of the realm of possibility that if something happened to him, it would definitely affect me as well. Which means that all of that weird stuff that just happened could have been my own magicâs reaction to something going wrongâreally wrongâwith Declan.
The second I close the door behind the paramedics, I dive for the phone. But Declanâs cell just rings and rings. Where is he? Why isnât he answering? I try not to panic, but itâs hardâespecially when everything just feels off. Even my skin feels too tight.
Sitting here worrying isnât doing me any good, though, so I might as well make myself useful. Lily is cleaning up the mess in the kitchen and I get up to give her a hand. I am the one who caused it, after all.
Iâve only taken two steps toward the kitchen when it hits me. I stumble into the wall, grab onto the door frame to keep from falling as my whole body starts to shake.
âOh shit!â Lily yells, dropping the broom and rushing over to me. âNot again!â
âIâm fine.â
âYeah, you look fine.â She reaches for her purse. âThatâs it. Iâm taking you to the hospital.â
I shake my head as fear wells up inside me. âI canât go.â
âBullshit. Youâre going.â
âItâs too late.â
I stumble back to my bedroom, every step a battle against the energy raging inside me.
Please donât let it be Declan,
I pray.
Please, Isis, I beg of you, not Declan.
I reach for a pair of jeans, yank them on. Then slip my feet into the first shoes I findâthe pair of purple cowboy boots my mother foisted on me the last time I was home. Then Iâm grabbing a jacket from the coat rack in the hall and tearing down the hallway to the front door.
âWhere are you going?â Lily demands, standing in the middle of the living room, her hands on her hips and an exasperated expression on her face.
âItâs happening,â I tell her.
âWhatâs happening?â Then her eyes grow wide. âOh shit. No way!â She dashes down the hall to her room. âYouâre not going out there alone. Let me get dressed and Iâll go with you.â
âHurry,â I tell her, knowing itâs useless to argue. Besides, I donât really want to do this on my own. If it is Declanâs body I find . . . If it is him, I donât know how Iâll survive.
The sick feeling inside me is growing with every second that passes. Itâs an itchiness, a low-grade vibration running through my veins. Itâs not bad yet, but I know from experience that this is only the beginning. But if Lily doesnât move it, Iâm going to be in a world of hurt before I even step out of the house.
Seconds later, the electricity starts. Small, painful sparks that travel along my nerve endingsâpop, pop, popâone after the other. I canât take it anymore. I throw the front door open and head down the steps to the driveway. Once there, I bend over, brace my hands on my knees and concentrate on pulling deep breaths into my lungs.
The nighttime air makes it a little bit better, but with every second that passes, the compulsion is getting worse. The need to move, to search, to find, is taking me over a little more with each electric jolt that sweeps through me.
Turning to the left, I start to walk. Even as I tell myself to wait for Lilyâeven as my brain orders me to stopâmy body keeps moving. Iâve waited too long. Iâm firmly in the grip of the compulsion now and nothing can stop it, stop me, short of finding the body that caused all this.
I hear Lily slam the front door behind me. A
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