âWe talked today at the zoo,â I said, feeling warm inside. âI think weâre going to be okay. And I want to show him the backstage passes.â
His wings made an audible hum. âYou sure, Rachel? I mean, that was a big scare when you pulled that ley line through him. Maybe you shouldnât push it. Give him some space.â
âIâve given him three months,â I muttered, not caring that the guy in the car behind me thought I was flirting with him as my eyes were on the rearview mirror. âAny more space and heâd be on the moon. Iâm not going to rearrange his furniture, just show him the passes.â
Jenks said nothing, his silence making me nervous. My worry shifted to puzzlement when I turned into Nickâs parking lot and stopped beside his beat-up blue truck. There was a suitcase in the passenger seat. It hadnât been there this morning.
Lips parted, I glanced at Jenks, and he shrugged, looking unhappy. A cold feeling slipped into me. My thoughts flitted over our conversation at the zoo. We were going to the movies tonight. And he was packed? He was going somewhere?
âGet in my bag,â I said softly, refusing to believe the worst. This wasnât the first time I had come over to find Nick gone or leaving. He had been in and out of Cincinnati a lot the last three months, me usually being unaware of it until he returned. And now his phone was disconnected and there was a packed bag in his truck? Had I misread him? If tonight was supposed to be a dump date, I was going to just die.
âRachelâ¦â
âIâm opening the door,â I said as I stiffly put my keys into my bag. âYou want to stay here and wait and hope it doesnât get too cold?â
Jenks flitted to hover before me. He looked worried despite his hands being on his hips. âLet me out as soon as weâre inside,â he demanded.
My throat tightened as I nodded, and he dropped down with a reluctant slowness. I carefully snugged the ties shut on my bag and got out, but a swelling feeling of hurt made me slam the door, and my little red car shook. Glancing into the bed of the truck, I realized it was dry and empty of snow. It seemed likely that Nick hadnât been in Cincinnati the last few days, either. No wonder I hadnât seen him last week.
Thoughts spinning, I paced up the slippery walk to the common door, yanking it open and taking the stairs, to leave successively smaller chunks of snow on the gray carpet. I remembered to let Jenks out at the top of the third-floor landing, and he hovered silently as he took in my anger.
âWe were going out tonight,â I said as I pulled my gloves off and jammed them in a pocket. âItâs been staring at me in the face for weeks, Jenks. The hurried phone calls, the trips out of town without telling me, the lack of any intimate contact for God knows how long.â
âTen weeks,â Jenks said, easily keeping up with me.
âOh, really,â I said bitterly, âthank you so much for that update.â
âEasy, Rache,â he said, spilling a trace of pixy dust in his wake from worry. âIt might not be what you think.â
Iâd been dumped before. I wasnât stupid. But it hurt. Damn it, it still hurt.
There was nowhere for Jenks to land in the barren hallway, and he reluctantly lighted on my shoulder. Jaw clenched so hard it hurt, I made a fist to hammer on Nickâs door. He had to be homeâhe didnât go anywhere without his truckâbut before I could, the door swung open.
My arm dropped and I stared at Nick, my surprise mirrored on his long face. His coat was unzipped and a homemade hat of soft blue yarn was pulled tight to his ears. He took it off as I watched, shifting it and the keys in his grip to his other hand, which held a slick-looking briefcase at odds with his otherwise ragtag attire. His hair was tousled, and he smoothed it with a deft hand while
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