Lord Allendale
looked morose and reluctant, to offer the public a rival
for their interest and admiration; and Laurence gradually
understood through circular approaches that they meant him
for this figure, on the foundation of his recent and exotic
expedition, and the very adoption which he had expected his
father to condemn.
"To the natural interest which the public will have, in
your late adventure," Wilberforce said, "you join the
authority of a military officer, who has fought against
Napoleon himself in the field; your voice can dispute
Nelson's assertions, that the end of the trade should be
the ruin of the nation."
"Sir," Laurence said, not certain if he was sorrier to be
disobliging Mr. Wilberforce, or happier to be forced to
refuse such an undertaking, "I hope you will not think me
lacking in respect or conviction, but I am in no way fitted
for such a role; and could not agree, if I wished to. I am
a serving-officer; my time is not my own."
"But here you are in London," Wilberforce pointed out
gently, "and surely, while you are stationed at the
Channel, can on occasion be spared," a supposition which
Laurence could not easily contradict, without betraying the
secret of the epidemic, presently confined to the Corps and
only the most senior officials of the Admiralty. "I know it
cannot be a comfortable proposal, Captain, but we are
engaged in God's work; we ought not scruple to use any tool
which He has put into our way, in this cause."
"For Heaven's sake, you will have nothing to do but attend
a dinner party, perhaps a few more; kindly do not cavil at
trifles," Lord Allendale said brusquely, tapping his
fingers upon the arm of his chair. "Of course one cannot
like this self-puffery, but you have tolerated far worse
indignities, and made far greater a spectacle of yourself,
than you are asked to do at present: last night, if you
like-"
"You needn't speak so to Laurence," Temeraire interrupted
coldly, giving the gentlemen both a start: they had already
forgotten to look up and see him listening to all their
conversation. "We have chased the French off four times
this last week, and flown nine patrols; we are very tired,
and we have only come to London because our friends are
sick: and left to starve, and die in the cold; because the
Admiralty will do nothing to make them more comfortable."
He finished stormily, a low threatening resonance building
in his throat, the instinctive action of the divine wind
operating; it lingered as an echo, when he had already
stopped speaking. No one spoke for a moment, and then
Wilberforce said thoughtfully, "It seems to me we need not
be at cross-purposes; and we may advance your cause,
Captain, with our own."
They had meant, it seemed, to launch him with some social
event, the dinner-party Lord Allendale had mentioned, or
perhaps even a ball; which Wilberforce now proposed instead
to make a subscription-party, "whose avowed purpose," he
explained, "will be to raise funds for sick and wounded
dragons, veterans of Trafalgar and Dover-there are such
veterans, among the sick?" he asked.
"There are," Laurence said; he did not say, all of them:
all but Temeraire himself.
Wilberforce nodded. "Those are yet names to conjure with,
in these dark days," he said, "when we see Napoleon's star
ascendant over the Continent; and will give still further
emphasis, to your being also a hero of the nation, and make
your words a better counterweight to Nelson's."
Laurence could scarcely bear to hear himself so described;
and in comparison with Nelson, who had led four great fleet
actions, destroyed all Napoleon's navy, established
Britain's complete primacy at sea; who had justly won a
ducal coronet by valor and deeds in honorable battle, not
been made a foreign prince through subterfuge and political
machination. "Sir," he said, with an effort restraining
himself from a truly violent rejection, "I must beg you not
to speak
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