Chantalâs face and exposing his little arsehole to her view. Then he curled happily onto Philippaâs lap and began purring loudly. Philippa made clucky noises and tickled Bernard behind his wispy ears. He closed his eyes and arched his neck. Youâd almost swear he was smiling.
Some men are like that, reflected Chantal. Complete bastards to you and perfect pets to the next woman. Why did she always seem to catch them on the first half of the cycle?
She recalled that first night with Bram as though it were yesterday. When theyâd reached the fringes of Darlinghurst, he had led her without speaking into a side street crammed with ramshackle terraces, and then down the narrow steps of one to a cramped basement flat. The lounge had a makeshift kitchen in one corner, a sofa with several springs poking through the upholstery, and messy stacks of books and vinyl records. The other room featured a bed, snail trails of dirty laundry on the floor, a low table on which sat a makeshift bong and an ashtray overflowing with cigarette butts. The only other furniture was a wooden folding chair. The whole place stank of stale smoke, mould and sweat. Bram opened the ancient fridge and ferreted in it for two bottles of beer. Opening them with a practised gesture on the edge of the counter, he handed one to her and ambled without further comment into the bedroom. She noticed he left the bottlecaps where they lay on the floor.
âWell?â Philippa scratched Bernardâs tummy. The purring rose to a crescendo. âArenât you going to tell me anything?â
Chantal narrowed her eyes and sighed. âIâm not sure, darling. What do you want to know?â
âAll about last night, of course. But Iâm also curious about how you and Bram got together in the first place. Youâve always been most secretive about that.â
âOh, darling, it hardly bears thinking about. He dragged me home to his wretched little hovel after a reading of his that Iâd attended. I remember my first reaction was, like, could I live like this? And my second was, Jesus, I havenât even slept with him and Iâm already fretting about the housekeeping. Next up Iâd be worrying about whether this is really the best place to raise our family. I do so hate it when I discover Iâm conforming to stereotype.â
Philippa laughed. âDonât we all.â
âMmmm.â
Philippa waited patiently for Chantal to continue. But behind her RayBans, Chantal had closed her eyes and was back in memory land.
Sheâd followed Bram as far as the doorway. He sat down on the bed, cross-legged, and rolled a joint. What am I doing here, she wondered. Is this really what I want? To be seduced without ceremony, or romance, or even the pretence of either? She was nervous, and excited, and a little peeved as well, more with herself than him. Peering at him over her beer, she lingered indecisively, leaning on the doorframe.
He took a puff and held it out to her. âCome here, little girl,â he said, patting the bed next to him.
âNatasha,â she said, her voice coming out in a whisper. She felt humiliated. He hadnât even asked her name. âMy nameâs Natasha. And Iâm not that little.â
She looked down at her feet. Her face felt flushed.
âCome here, Natasha.â
Still she didnât budge. He shrugged and took another puff.
In her fantasies heâd tried a bit harder to win her. In her fantasies, he had pretended to be interested in her own poetry. In her fantasies, he had at least asked her name before he asked her home.
As Philippa studied her friend, an awful thought occurred to her. âYou werenât,â she said, breaking into Chantalâs thoughts, âyou know, a virgin or anything, were you?â
âSorry?â Chantal looked momentarily lost. âOh, God no. No, no. Iâd had several boys by then. Boys our age.â
âOh, of
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