for Justin to enter him. I didn’t push him to make sure he understood after I finished explaining everything, because I know he needs his rest. I could tell that he does, though. He sees the importance in what I’m doing, and understands that it needs to be done. I could see it in his eyes.
The procedure itself went very well. There was almost no bleeding this time. Well, no excessive bleeding. I’ve also gotten better with closing the stumps. The first three I closed too tightly. The last one was pretty good, but this one was much better. I felt just enough skin to close it up. If I didn’t have to kill him, it would actually be easy to fit for a prosthetic. Well, I should get some sleep. I’m supposed to be off tomorrow, but I have a feeling Detective Wilcome will be requiring everyone to be in until his body is found. I’m going to need to spend as much time with him as I can in the hours I’m not working.
4/11/09- I almost feel sorry for this vessel. He has no idea what’s going on. I think he was still a little too drugged when I talked to him yesterday, because he didn’t remember anything about what was going on. I had to explain it to him all over again. He even offered me money to let him go. Apparently he is some rich man who was in town to look at some investment opportunities.
He really had no idea what he was walking into when he came to Addison Valley.
Well, I was really hoping to have the day off today, but I have to go in. Detective Wilcome has everyone working overtime just to try to identify who the latest vessel is. From last I heard, they are still no closer.
I can’t believe he offered me money. It would have been one thing if it was before I explained everything to him, but it was after I told him the reasons why I was doing this. I don’t get what’s so hard about it. He should have been jumping at the opportunity to sacrifice himself for someone as amazing as Justin. More later... off to work.
4/12/09- Man, this vessel is a whiny one. He spent all day complaining and crying. Justin didn’t even have a chance to enter him until late in the evening. I was annoyed to the point that I almost clobbered him just to get him to shut up. I think Justin made a mistake in choosing this one. He may look like him in a way, but their personalities are nothing alike. The vessel just lost a leg... Justin was dying and he never once complained. I don’t care how bad things got, he would have never whined the way this vessel does.
I was seriously considering just going out and grabbing another guy today. I might have actually done it had I not thought that it would mess up the process.
My mood wasn’t improved after Justin was able to enter him. I could tell when it happened. The fight just left him and he just smiled up at me. Then he said, “Hi, babe,” which made me almost melt. After a little small talk, his demeanor changed. He got more serious and turned into someone I didn’t like much.
He told me that I needed to stop this and that he was happy where he was. He said that it was time that I moved on with my life and that I should just leave him where he is. I tried to argue with him, but he seemed pretty persistent. I don’t think I’ve seen that look of determination on his face since the day he told me that he wasn’t getting the surgery. We all know how that worked out for him. I really want to respect his decisions, but I need to do what’s best for him. I’m not going to sit back and let him be stubborn like he was before. I’m not going to let him tell me that I shouldn’t do what I have to do to bring him back. I don’t care if he spends the rest of his life angry with me because of it. At least he will have a life. I would gladly sacrifice the love that he has for me just to have him back.
It just annoys me that he keeps trying to talk me out of this. Doesn’t he
The procedure itself went very well. There was almost no bleeding this time. Well, no excessive bleeding. I’ve also gotten better with closing the stumps. The first three I closed too tightly. The last one was pretty good, but this one was much better. I felt just enough skin to close it up. If I didn’t have to kill him, it would actually be easy to fit for a prosthetic. Well, I should get some sleep. I’m supposed to be off tomorrow, but I have a feeling Detective Wilcome will be requiring everyone to be in until his body is found. I’m going to need to spend as much time with him as I can in the hours I’m not working.
4/11/09- I almost feel sorry for this vessel. He has no idea what’s going on. I think he was still a little too drugged when I talked to him yesterday, because he didn’t remember anything about what was going on. I had to explain it to him all over again. He even offered me money to let him go. Apparently he is some rich man who was in town to look at some investment opportunities.
He really had no idea what he was walking into when he came to Addison Valley.
Well, I was really hoping to have the day off today, but I have to go in. Detective Wilcome has everyone working overtime just to try to identify who the latest vessel is. From last I heard, they are still no closer.
I can’t believe he offered me money. It would have been one thing if it was before I explained everything to him, but it was after I told him the reasons why I was doing this. I don’t get what’s so hard about it. He should have been jumping at the opportunity to sacrifice himself for someone as amazing as Justin. More later... off to work.
4/12/09- Man, this vessel is a whiny one. He spent all day complaining and crying. Justin didn’t even have a chance to enter him until late in the evening. I was annoyed to the point that I almost clobbered him just to get him to shut up. I think Justin made a mistake in choosing this one. He may look like him in a way, but their personalities are nothing alike. The vessel just lost a leg... Justin was dying and he never once complained. I don’t care how bad things got, he would have never whined the way this vessel does.
I was seriously considering just going out and grabbing another guy today. I might have actually done it had I not thought that it would mess up the process.
My mood wasn’t improved after Justin was able to enter him. I could tell when it happened. The fight just left him and he just smiled up at me. Then he said, “Hi, babe,” which made me almost melt. After a little small talk, his demeanor changed. He got more serious and turned into someone I didn’t like much.
He told me that I needed to stop this and that he was happy where he was. He said that it was time that I moved on with my life and that I should just leave him where he is. I tried to argue with him, but he seemed pretty persistent. I don’t think I’ve seen that look of determination on his face since the day he told me that he wasn’t getting the surgery. We all know how that worked out for him. I really want to respect his decisions, but I need to do what’s best for him. I’m not going to sit back and let him be stubborn like he was before. I’m not going to let him tell me that I shouldn’t do what I have to do to bring him back. I don’t care if he spends the rest of his life angry with me because of it. At least he will have a life. I would gladly sacrifice the love that he has for me just to have him back.
It just annoys me that he keeps trying to talk me out of this. Doesn’t he
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