closer look at certain parts, I couldn’t get the visual out of my head
of doing this.”
She leaned down and licked the shaft of my cock so slowly and
wickedly I would’ve never believed she hadn’t done this before. I felt the
strength begin to drain from my legs as her tongue licked the slit and dipped
in. Then she stopped and smiled up at me, licking her lips. “It tastes good
already.” She seemed surprised by that. “I wanna swallow.”
I groaned, letting my head fall back. I didn’t think any man
could have this kind of luck, least of all me. To have not just a girl so
boldly admitting she wanted to do this but one I was crazy about. If I thought
I was already losing control over Henri, this could be the end of life as I’d
known it. She just may kill what little sanity and control I had left.
Then she took me all the way in so deep I leaned back on
my hands, needing the support to keep the rest of my body from turning into one
limp noodle. Oh, yeah, I was a dead man.
Chapter 17
Henri
Just over a week after officially and very secretly
becoming Aaron’s girlfriend, things were still tense between Edi and me, though
we had finally addressed the issue again. A few things were working out.
Aaron had been right about not being able to get enough of being around the
person you were truly in love with. He was now the highlight of my life, and
while that absolutely terrified me, I couldn’t help feeling happy.
I could not get enough of him. When I wasn’t with or
around him, I was anxiously awaiting his calls or texts, and he was all I could
think of. The moment we were alone at his place we were all over each other.
We’d made love in just about every room of his house. My heart, body, and soul
were in heaven.
Yet at the same time, while my loyalty to Bea and Eileen had
proved to have nothing on my need to see and talk to Aaron the fateful night I
decided to show up at his place, it still ran very deep for Edi. I hadn’t told
Aaron because I knew he felt the sooner Mia and Edi got over us and moved on
the better. But when I’d spoken to Edi again about our situation and asked if
she was still upset with me, she said she wasn’t and admitted she was just as
much to blame.
“Believing you could change who you are for me was as naïve as my
parents believing it was just a phase I’d get over when I first came out to
them. It was wishful thinking.”
I’d been glad to hear her say it until she added, “But I’d be
just as naïve to believe that just because you’re not gay it will make
it easier to get over you. I’ve been in love with you for too long. I’d be
lying if I said a part of my broken but hopeful heart isn’t still praying
you’ll miss what we had those few months we were together as much as I do.
Hopefully, I won’t have to spend another night wishing to God you were
there next to me again.”
The conversation once again ended with both of us teary-eyed.
There was no way I could tell her about the blissful time I’d been spending
with Aaron and that my heart in that sense belonged to him unequivocally.
Sadly, it appeared that what Aaron had warned me I should prepare for just
might be inevitable. But like her, a selfish part of me was still holding out
hope her love for me would make her want to keep me in her life, even if
it could never be the way she wanted it.
In the meantime, the fact that Aaron had to be gone a few days
out of the week worked to my advantage. Even before anything had happened
between him and me, my willpower when it came to avoiding spending too much
time alone with him was weak at best. It was why I had ended up at his place
that night. My head had kept saying I shouldn’t ask him if what Bea had said
was true. If it was and he asked, I’d readily admit the truth that I was in
love with him and all bets would be off, which would only complicate my life
further. But, as usual, my heart had won out. I didn’t even give him a chance
to ask
of doing this.”
She leaned down and licked the shaft of my cock so slowly and
wickedly I would’ve never believed she hadn’t done this before. I felt the
strength begin to drain from my legs as her tongue licked the slit and dipped
in. Then she stopped and smiled up at me, licking her lips. “It tastes good
already.” She seemed surprised by that. “I wanna swallow.”
I groaned, letting my head fall back. I didn’t think any man
could have this kind of luck, least of all me. To have not just a girl so
boldly admitting she wanted to do this but one I was crazy about. If I thought
I was already losing control over Henri, this could be the end of life as I’d
known it. She just may kill what little sanity and control I had left.
Then she took me all the way in so deep I leaned back on
my hands, needing the support to keep the rest of my body from turning into one
limp noodle. Oh, yeah, I was a dead man.
Chapter 17
Henri
Just over a week after officially and very secretly
becoming Aaron’s girlfriend, things were still tense between Edi and me, though
we had finally addressed the issue again. A few things were working out.
Aaron had been right about not being able to get enough of being around the
person you were truly in love with. He was now the highlight of my life, and
while that absolutely terrified me, I couldn’t help feeling happy.
I could not get enough of him. When I wasn’t with or
around him, I was anxiously awaiting his calls or texts, and he was all I could
think of. The moment we were alone at his place we were all over each other.
We’d made love in just about every room of his house. My heart, body, and soul
were in heaven.
Yet at the same time, while my loyalty to Bea and Eileen had
proved to have nothing on my need to see and talk to Aaron the fateful night I
decided to show up at his place, it still ran very deep for Edi. I hadn’t told
Aaron because I knew he felt the sooner Mia and Edi got over us and moved on
the better. But when I’d spoken to Edi again about our situation and asked if
she was still upset with me, she said she wasn’t and admitted she was just as
much to blame.
“Believing you could change who you are for me was as naïve as my
parents believing it was just a phase I’d get over when I first came out to
them. It was wishful thinking.”
I’d been glad to hear her say it until she added, “But I’d be
just as naïve to believe that just because you’re not gay it will make
it easier to get over you. I’ve been in love with you for too long. I’d be
lying if I said a part of my broken but hopeful heart isn’t still praying
you’ll miss what we had those few months we were together as much as I do.
Hopefully, I won’t have to spend another night wishing to God you were
there next to me again.”
The conversation once again ended with both of us teary-eyed.
There was no way I could tell her about the blissful time I’d been spending
with Aaron and that my heart in that sense belonged to him unequivocally.
Sadly, it appeared that what Aaron had warned me I should prepare for just
might be inevitable. But like her, a selfish part of me was still holding out
hope her love for me would make her want to keep me in her life, even if
it could never be the way she wanted it.
In the meantime, the fact that Aaron had to be gone a few days
out of the week worked to my advantage. Even before anything had happened
between him and me, my willpower when it came to avoiding spending too much
time alone with him was weak at best. It was why I had ended up at his place
that night. My head had kept saying I shouldn’t ask him if what Bea had said
was true. If it was and he asked, I’d readily admit the truth that I was in
love with him and all bets would be off, which would only complicate my life
further. But, as usual, my heart had won out. I didn’t even give him a chance
to ask
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