the picture of her parents when they were newly married.
She appreciated his compliment but her emotions were scraped raw; all she could muster was a brief smile in acknowledgment.
The board where Ben tacked the pictures was nearly full. Corinna bit her lip to keep her tears from flowing. It just wasnât right. Her father shouldnât be dead. Her fists clenched. Why? Why? her mind silently screamed.
âThis is great,â Ben said, taking a photo out of another box and holding it up for her to see. âWe have to use this.â
Her breath caught.
The image showed her father from the chest up, holding a small baby in his big, strong hands. The look of tender love on his handsome face was her undoing. Corinna could no longer hold back the tears. She pushed away from the table and ran out the back patio door.
Ben came out behind her, but she kept running all the way to the horse pasture. Thankfully her neighbor had agreed to care for the animals. As she neared the fence, one of the stallions trotted over. A big roan Quarter Horse named Dasher. She climbed the planks and allowed the animal to nuzzle her neck as she wrapped her arms around his head. Tears flowed, running down her cheeks to dampen the horseâs satin coat.
She heard Ben approach and quickly dried her eyes. She felt the horse growing wary at the stranger. It occurred to her that Ben never visited the horses whenhe came to their house. A safe enough subject for now. She lifted her head to see him standing back a few feet. âYou donât like horses?â
He met her gaze. âNot particularly. I ride when I have to.â
He meant in parades and such, which was sometimes required of the Rangers. âDid something happen to spook you?â
âNo. Theyâre just really big animals and unpredictable.â
âAnd you like things predictable.â
âI like things I can control,â he countered.
She stroked Dasherâs neck. âHorses are controllable. You just have to know how to gain their trust.â
âA lot like people,â he said.
âI suppose.â She stared off into the distance. The flat terrain of the sprawling state lay in darkness now that the sun had finished setting. Though a quarter moon rose, it didnât provide enough light to illuminate the land. Everything seemed to be in shadows. Just like her life. âI guess Iâll have to sell this place.â
Her father had loved this land, this ranch. She couldnât imagine someone else living here.
âNot until youâre ready.â Benâs answer was quick and decisive.
She nodded. Impulsively she said, âI want the memorial here, not at the funeral home.â
âBut all the arrangements have been made,â he protested, his voice closer now. âBesides, it would be too dangerous having people coming and going from the house. Itâd be too easy for a bad guy to sneak in among the guests.â
âI donât care. I want it here. If a bad guy does sneak in, you and the other Rangers will be here to take him down.â She glanced over her shoulder at him, but could barely make out his features in the dim glow of the moon. âPlease. Itâs important to me. I donât want the memorial in some unfamiliar, sterile place. Can you make it happen?â
His voice softened. âIf thatâs what you want.â
âIt is.â She reached for one last stroke of Dasherâs smooth cheek before hopping off the fence. She nearly knocked Ben over. He was closer than sheâd thought. His strong hands steadied her. His masculine scent mingled with the smells of the hay and horse, making a heady, potent combination. Her mouth went dry. Unfamiliar yearnings spiked. She longed for Benâs arms to slide around her, for him to press her close and tell her everything was going to be all right.
And the world tilted slightly.
She swayed. Ben tightened his hold. âCorinna, maybe
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