had made a massive error.
âAnd for the rest of my life I would have had to put up with Carverâs little ways, like beating on me, because heâd raped me,â Rue said coldly.
âAll right, in my time, we would have been wrong,â he conceded. âBut we would have been on your side.â
âI have you on my side,â she said. âI have you on my side now. If this has meant anything to you.â
âI donât get this close to anyone unless it means something to me.â
âThat come from being an aristocrat? In your time, were you like Carver?â There was an edge to her voice that hadnât been there before.
âThe night we first make love, you can compare me to the man who raped you?â
She hadnât thought before she spoke. âAfter years of weighing every word I said to another person, all of a sudden Iâve gotten to be the worstâIâm so sorry, Sean. Please forgive me for the offense.â
There was a long silence in the dark room. He didnât speak. Her heart sank. Sheâd ruined it. Her bitterness and mistrust had twisted her more than she knew. But sheâd come by it naturally, and she didnât see how she could have existed otherwise.
After another unnerving two minutes of silence, Rue began to fumble around for her clothes. She was determined not to cry.
âWhere are you going?â Sean asked.
âIâm going home. Iâve screwed up everything. You wonât talk to me, and Iâm going home.â
âYou offended me,â he said, and his voice wasnât level or calm at all. He was saying, You hurt me. But Rue wasnât absorbing that. Before Sean could scramble into his own clothes, she was gone, wearing her flannel shirt tossed over her dance outfit. Sheâd thrust her feet into her boots without lacing them. She was out the door of the studio, then out the door to the building, before Sean could catch her. He cursed out loud. He had to check the studio and lock everything up; that was the duty of the last person out, and it was something he couldnât shirk. He could always catch up with Rue, he was sure; after all, he was a vampire, and she was human.
Carver was waiting for her in the third alley to the north.
Rue was walking very swiftly. She was trying not to cry; and not having much luck. She wanted to reach the next corner in time for the bus, which would be the last one running on a Sunday night. As she passed the alley entrance, Carver burst out with such astonishing suddenness that he was holding her arm before she could react.
âHello, Layla,â he said, smiling.
The nightmares sheâd had for four years had come to life.
Carver had always been handsome, but his present look was far from his preppy norm. Heâd spiked his dark hair and he was wearing ragged jeans and a leather jacket. Heâd disguised himself.
âI have a score to settle with you,â he said, still smiling.
Rue hadnât been able to make a sound when heâd grabbed her arm, but now she began to scream.
âShut up!â he yelled, and backhanded her across the mouth.
But Rue had no intention of shutting up. âHelp!â she screamed. âHelp!â She groped in her bag for her pepper spray with her free left hand, but this one night she hadnât been prepared, mentally or physically, and she couldnât find the cylinder she usually carried ready to use.
Pinning her with his grip on her right arm, Carver began pummeling Rue with his fist to make her shut up. She tried to dodge the blows, tried to find the spray, tried to pray that help would come. Where was the pepper spray? Abandoning her futile one-handed rummaging through her big bag, Rue yanked it off her shoulder, since it was only an impediment. Then she fought back. She wasnât nearly as big as Carver, so she went for his genitals. She wanted to grip and squeeze the whole package, but he pulled
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