was sacred. She held the knot in her hand and I felt an odd sense of power at having her hands on it again. “It’s a Celtic knot. Why did you choose this?” She asked looking up at me with intrigue in her eyes. “Someone gave it to me,” I explained waiting to see if any of this clicked with her. She ran her thumb over the cool metal. “The knot is never ending,” she said quietly as if she was repeating a memory to herself. I didn’t respond. I didn’t want to interrupt any small memory that may be trying to break through. She dropped her hand from my chest and turned and walked away from me. That hadn’t been what I was expecting. “What’s wrong?” I asked almost afraid to speak. She shrugged and I heard a small sniffle. Dammit she was crying. Why was she crying? I took two long strides until I was standing behind her and I pulled her back against my chest. “Why are crying?” I asked gently. She took a deep breath and shook her head, “I don’t know.” She reached up and wiped away the tears on her cheeks. “I just suddenly wanted to cry. It was weird. I’m sorry. I don’t know what’s wrong with me.” Hope. I had hope. The Celtic knot was triggering something inside her.
Pagan Dank was going to think I was an idiot. The lump that had formed in my throat the moment I held the necklace in my hands had been odd. I had to ask about it and he talked about it with such reverence in his voice I couldn’t fight back the sob. My eyes had instantly filled with tears. How crazy was that? Surprisingly enough he wasn’t calling security to haul me out of here. He was holding me. Was this guy even real? Most guys would have written me off as a lunatic. His arms were tightly wrapped around me. I rested my head back on his chest and enjoyed it. Something was comforting about letting him hold me. I felt safe. “We go onstage soon. Will you come watch me from the side of the stage? I’ d like to be able to look over and see you safely away from the crowd out there. This is one of the wilder clubs we play.” His protective streak should annoy me. I just met the guy… but it didn’t. I liked it. Had Jay ever been protective? Had anyone ever been protective of me other than my mother? “Okay. What about Miranda and Gee?” I asked still standing with my back to his chest and his arms firmly around me. “They can stay too if they like. They’re welcome to walk around or stand with you. Gee knows the out of bounds places.” That was something I wanted answered. Who was Gee to him? “How do you know Gee? I thought the first time I saw you that you two might be a couple but I’ve figured out that isn’t the case.” Dank turned me around to face him. “Gee is one of the oldest friends I have.” That was a weird way of saying it. Did he mean they’d been friends a long time? Like since they were kids? I opened my mouth to ask when the door opened and in came guys that looked like I expected guys in a rock band to look like. “Fuck man, I was pissed when they told me you threw the blond hottie out , but day-um , B ud, no wonder , if she was busting up this shit.” A guy with long blond dreadlocks pulled back in a ponytail and dark brow n eyes rimmed with red as if he’d had very little sleep or maybe smoked a few too many joints , openly appraised