Boarding School by Clint Adams

to grasp. So faced with no choice again, I gave up and simply allowed the leader to take me over completely as he bounced me up and down endlessly.
    I don’t know if I can adequately explain how it is to feel someone ejaculate into you, especially if you’re not inclined that way, as I was not. Because there are physical and emotional components to the experience which shook me equally. So as one might expect, before too long the time had finally come for me to suffer through the leader’s climax.
    Suddenly I noticed the leader widening his stance. He then hugged me tightly with both arms, and jammed himself into me extra hard three more times.
    “Auhauh! Auhauh! Auhauh!” He then tightened his bear-like embrace, took some wet hair from the back of my head into his teeth, and shook us both for a few moments while he ejaculated into me. An instant later I felt him shiver… and then his thrusting was ended altogether.
    For what must have only been a few seconds, but what seemed to me at the time as taking minutes, I just hung there in his arms, my feet still not able to touch the floor and my ass still filled with him. We were both out of breath, and our bodies, still pressed together, were heaving against one another as we tried to recover our wind. And I guess it was at this moment when I became aware of this emotional component I just spoke of. Because I realized, just for an instant, that I felt as if I now had a more intimate understanding of who the leader really was on the inside. It was as if he had just put his brand on me and I now belonged to him. And to this day, it is still hard for me to put into words, but it seemed to me then as if the leader and I had connected on a level that went deeper than mere friendship, and far more personal. It was almost as if we were now linked in some way.
    This special feeling of a connection to the leader was an emotion which I neither sought nor cared for once I felt it. So I quickly discarded it and have tried throughout the years to not consider it any further until the time came for me to write about it here. Anyway, after that, he bent his knees so I could stand flat on my feet again, and then he pulled himself out of me and removed his arms from around my body. “Sit down!” he commanded.
    When he had finally pulled his penis out of my anus, that entire region of my body suddenly felt like a beach ball that had just had all of the air let out of it. Even so, the pain I was still feeling throughout my buttocks was enormous and I couldn’t believe what he was now telling me to do. “Are you kidding?” I shrieked back at my first ever sex partner. “You actually expect me to sit down now after what you just did to me? Are you in sane?” I was almost hysterical by this point. “Auhauh!” I then felt the leader’s hand slap me hard across my face. His blow carried with it enough force to nearly knock me off of my feet and onto the shower floor. It was clear to me then, that the leader was not burdened by the same feelings of closeness that I was now fighting.
    “I said sit down, damn you!”
    He was yelling in my face now. Once again it was obvious that I was being given no choice in the matter. So, in the stream of water, I bent over and reached out to feel with my hands for the chair. When I found it, I turned around again and gently placed my bottom on the seat and moved myself around gingerly until I could find a position on one cheek which I could tolerate.
    “Now stay there and don’t move.” The leader then re-angled the shower head so the water would again pour down directly onto the top of my head.
    Any empathy I might have felt for the guy was gone after that. “Yes, sir,” I called up through the water.
    “There are four more guys comin’ in here next, one at a time. And you’re gonna have to service each of them before we’ll let ya go. Ya got that?”
    The news crushed what little spirit I had left. I had hoped that they would let me leave