Hawkâs tepee.
Joylynnâs eyes widened in wonder when she saw what appeared to be a doll, made from dried husks of corn, in the girlâs arms.
As she sang, she slowly rocked her doll back and forth in her arms.
Recognizing maternal love in this little girlâs tender song to her make-believe child, Joylynn slid her hand to her stomach.
She only now realized that although this was a child of rape within her womb, she could not help having feelings for it.
It was a part of her, wasnât it?
How could she not have feelings for it?
Tears filled her eyes again. What should she do when the time came for her to decide the fate of this baby? She knew that she should not want to keep the child, yet . . . yet . . . could she truly give it away? Once she held it in her arms, as this little girl was holding her pretend baby, could Joylynn turn her back on the tiny, defenseless creature?
Feeling someoneâs eyes on her, the child stopped singing and stared at Joylynn. Then she smiled the sweetest smile Joylynn had ever seen.
The little girl laid her doll aside and came to Joylynn. âWhy do you have tears in your eyes?â she asked in perfect English. It seemed most of the people in this village could speak English. âAre you sad?â
âNot really,â Joylynn murmured, wiping the tears away.
âThen why are you crying?â the child asked. âAre you lonely? You look lonely.â
âYes, I am lonely,â Joylynn said, slowly smiling.âBut now that you are here, talking with me, I donât feel so alone any longer.â
To Joylynnâs surprise, the girl took her by one hand and yanked on it. âCome with me,â she said. âYou can play house with me.â
âPlay . . . house?â Joylynn said, walking with the little girl back to where she had been sitting beneath the tree. âYes, I would love to play house with you . . . that is, if your mother wouldnât mind.â
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is busy grinding meal for tonightâs supper, so she will not know what we are doing,â the little girl said, softly giggling. She let go of Joylynnâs hand and gazed up at her. âI know your name but you do not know mine, do you?â
âNo, I donât,â Joylynn murmured. âBut I would like to, especially if we are going to play house together.â
âI am called by the name Singing In Water,â the child said, smiling widely. âI like your name. Do you like mine?â
âItâs as pretty as you are,â Joylynn said, her eyes moving slowly over the little girl. She was petite and pretty with big brown eyes, a round, copper face, and hair hanging in two braids down her back to her waist. She was dressed in buckskin, ornamented with beautiful beaded designs. She wore moccasins that went up to her knees, also beautifully beaded.
âSit,â Singing In Water said as she spread a blanket out for Joylynn. âWatch. I will show you how to play house.â
Feeling lighthearted and gay for the first time in months, Joylynn plopped down on the blanket and watched what Singing In Water did next.
âYou do this first,â Singing In Water said. She scurried around beneath the tree and picked up some forked limbs that had fallen to the ground. âYou stick these in the ground like this, and then watch what I do.â
Joylynn saw how she pushed the limbs into the ground in the shape of a tepee, then disappeared momentarily inside her parentsâ tepee and came back with a small, old buffalo hide that she placed over the sticks, so that it looked like a small tepee.
âThis is our home,â Singing In Water said. âIt is just big enough for us to go inside and sit. Will you sit with me?â
âIf I can fit in,â Joylynn said, laughing softly.
She crawled inside but had to keep her shoulders hunched over so that she would not push her way through the roof.
Singing In Water came in
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