you. There are the Bloodliner assassins, trained vampires so loyal to the DPI that theyâd kill us as soon as look at us. That woman, she said they would find you soon, though she wouldnât tell me how. And besides all that, there are mortals who donât even know we exist but would try to exterminate us if they ever found out. Just where in the hell do you think you can go where youâll be safe from all of that?â
âIf you were so concerned about my safety, youâd have come back for me. Youâd have found a way.â
âI intended to, Lilith. I did. As soon asââ
âWeâve wasted enough time talking,â she said, the words landing like a slap to his face. âThat woman hada photo of me and she knew my name. Sheâll be back. Sheâll bring others.â
âI told her Iâd never seen you. I willed her to believe me.â She frowned, and he went on. âItâs one of our powers. She wonât come back, I promise.â
âDoesnât matter. Iâm not going to run like you did.â She leapt easily onto Scyllaâs back.
âWell, do you mind telling me just where youâre going?â
âIt should be obvious. Iâm going back.â
âBack?â
âTo The Farm.â
âWhat?â Even though it was precisely what he had expected her to do, she couldnât have angered him more if sheâd tried. âWhy the hell would you want to go back? â
Turning the mare to face him, she said, âTo do the right thing. To rescue the others and put this obscenity to a stop, of course.â
He shook his head. âDonât you think if that were possible, Iâd have done it myself?â
âObviously notâsince you didnât.â
âLilith, you canât do this. Not if you want to live.â
âI have to. How could I live with all those prisoners on my conscience?â She frowned at him, tipping her head to one side. âHow have you? â
* * *
I sat there, astride the mare, watching him wrestle with his ego. His conscience, I thought, had long since been beaten into submission.
âDo you remember that place?â he asked me at length. âDo you remember what they did to you there?â
âNo.â
âDo you even remember where it is?â
âIâll find it.â
âHow?â
âThe same way I found you, I imagine. I was drawn here, probably myâ¦vampiric brain felt you, knew you were here. You said yourself, we can sense other vampires.â
âThere are other vampires everywhere. Youâd have to be the luckiest person on the planet to just happen upon The Farm.â He lowered his head, shaking it. âYouâll never find it, Lilith.â
âThen tell me where it is,â I said.
âSo you can go there and get yourself killed?â He shot his eyes to mine. âI couldnât live with myself if I did that.â
âYet you could live with your own escape, leaving me and the others behind. Believing I was probably dead by now. God, Ethan, youâve thought I was dead this long without remorse. How is this different?â
He closed his eyes. âNot without remorse, Lilith. Never without remorse. Your face, your spirit, have haunted me ever since I left. Why do you think I bought that painting? It was to remind me, in case I should ever forget. I look at it to punish myself for saving my own life and claiming my own freedom.â
âAnd yet you didnât come back for us.â
He drew a deep breath, squared his shoulders. âI intended to. But not just yet.â
âIf not now, then when?â
âWhen I find my brother.â
I frowned, searching his face. âYourâ¦brother?â
âJames. He was there with me, ever since we were kids. I think he was five and I was three when they tookus to The Farm. Our parents had been killed. We both had the
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