finding her, no doubt, wanting.
Still, she could not unbend at once, and she was full of the revolt that had recently swept over her. There was iron in her voice when she said: âCan you walk?â
âI figger that I can,â he said. âAnyway, I aim to try.â He laid hold upon the supporting post that held up the counter, and, pulling with the one hand and thrusting himself up with the other, he managed to sway to his knees. There he paused. She could hear his panting, and his breast worked withthe cost of the labor. There came to her a disgusting suspicion that he was overdoing the fatigue and acting a part for the sake of imposing upon her. She did not stir to help him. Now he strove again, and came to his feet by degrees, and stood with his big hand spread on the counter, leaning over it, breathing hard.
There was no sham here. She could see a tremor in those large hands, and that was proof enough. No acting could counterfeit the reality so perfectly. Once again there was a sudden and hot melting of the girlâs heart.
âBilly Angel,â she said fiercely, âdid you do it? Did you really do it?â
Even in that moment of near collapse, his caustic humor did not desert him. âAre you aiminâ to believe what I say?â he asked her.
âI
shall
believe it.â
âWhy, then, sure I didnât.â He grinned at her again, as though part in mockery and part asking her to step inside a more intimate understanding of this affair. There was no way in which she could come close to him. Still he thrust her away to armâs length and seemed to laugh at her attempts to know him and the truth about him. Something about that grim independence made her admire him; something about it made her fear him. He seemed capable of anything, of facing one hundred men with guns in their handsâor, indeed, of stabbing one helpless man in the back by stealth. She would have paid down without an afterthought the treasures of a CrÅsus to have known the truth. She would have paid down that much to win from him one serious, open, frank-hearted answer.
âYou didnât do it,â she said. âWell, God knows, Ihope you didnât. Now I got to get you upstairs where I can have a look at that wound.â
He pointed up and over his shoulder. âUp to your room?â
âYes.â
He shook his head with a half-scornful, half-mirthful smile. âIâll be off.â
âYouâll freeze to death in an hour. Look at the windows.â
They were clouded with thick white, quite opaque.
âSue,â he said, âI dunno but what youâre an ace-high trump, but when it comes to hidinâ in your room . . .â His smile disappeared; a wild and vacant look crossed his face, and he reeled, holding tight to the edge of the counter while his knees sagged. Only a giant effort of the will had kept him erect, she could see. She caught at him as she had done before, passing his unwounded arm over her shoulder, taking him around the triple-corded muscles of the waist with her free arm.
âCome along,â she commanded, and dragged him toward the door that led to the upstairs room.
Then his bravado deserted him. âSue,â he said, âfor heavenâs sake, lemme go. I donât deserve the good treatment a dog . . .â
âIâm doinâ no more for you than I would for a hurt dog.â
âLemme rest one minute more,â he gasped out, âand then I can get outside. . . .â
âTo die?â
âIâll find a . . . a way. . . .â He reeled, and the weight of his body sent them both staggering.
In that moment she brought him through the door. âNow up the stairs. Youâve got to work for me, and with me, Billy Angel!â
âLemme rest . . . one minute. . . .â
She let him lean against the wall, his head fallen back, his wounded arm hanging limply, the other loosely over her, pressing
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