close to him with its powerless weight. She could count the beating of his heart, feeble and fluttering, with pauses in the beats. It seemed that mere loss of blood could not so affect him. In that great bulk of muscle and bone there was only the faintest winking light of life, ready to snap out and leave all cold and dark forever. And it must be she, with an uninstructed wisdom, who should cherish that flame and keep it fluttering until it burned up strong again.
âCan you try now, Billy?â
âIâll try now.â
âThereâs one step up.â She lifted him with a fearful effort. âNo, the other leg . . . the right leg, Billy. Steady. Now another step. Lean on me . . . Iâm strong.â
âI got to go. . . .â
âIn a little while. When youâve had half an hourâs sleep.â
He muttered with a drunken thickness: âThatâs it . . . a mite of sleep will set me up. . . . Iâll . . . Iâll sleep here . . . right on the stairs . . . itâs good enough.â
It meant all his power every moment of that nightmare of a climbâand more than all her strength when he reeled and waveredâwhich was at every other step. But at last he reached the head of the stairs, and she brought him safely into her room. When she brought him into it, for the first time it seemed to her a mere cornerâso small it was. They reached the bedâhe slipped from her shoulder, and the bed groaned under his weight. There he lay on his back with his arms cast out clumsily.
Once more there was that look of death in his face. The eyelids were slightly opened, and the glazed pupils glimmered with the suggestion of departed life. Only, as she watched him with dread in her throat, she saw a faint twitching of his lips. Then she hurried about the proper bandaging of the wound. She brought warm water and washed it. Then, with care, she closed the rough edges of the wound, still oozing blood. It was no easy task. The great, twisted muscles of the forearm were as firm and tough as the thigh of an ordinary man, but she fixed the bandage in place. She had half a bottle of rye whiskey. She brought it for him and sat on the bed, lifting his head. His head alone, limp as it was, was a burden. It seemed a miracle now that she had been able to support that tottering, wavering bulk of a man. At last the glass was at his lips, they parted, tasted the stuff, and then swallowed it down.
Almost immediately a faint flush came into his face, and then his eyes fluttered open. They looked blankly up to her. âWhatâs wrong? Whatâs up?â he asked, half frowning.
âNothing,â she said very softly.
âNothing wrong? I thought . . . I dreamed . . . all right, then. Iâll sleep. I got work . . . tomorrow. . . .â He sighed and instantly he was sound asleep.
She watched him for a moment, and then, hearing the
jingle
of her store bell, she rose hurriedly. She passed the mirror, and, catching a glimpse of her face, she found that it still wore a faint smile, half-wistful, half-contented.
She was wondering at herself as she ran down the stairs. In the lunchroom she found the last man in the world she wanted to confront at that momentâJack Hopper himself. She wanted to appear perfectly calm, perfectly cheerful, but, instead, sheknew that she had turned white and that she was staring at him.
âI thought,â he said stiffly, âthat maybe you might need something done . . . for your friend.â
âFriend?â she answered. âWhy, Jack, I never saw the poor fellow before tonight.â
The raising of his eyebrows stopped her. He quivered with a passion of disbelief and of scorn. âHe looked pretty bad hurt,â said Jack Hopper. âIf there was anything that I could do . . .â
âHeâs gone, Jack. I only kept him here until the sheriff was gone. . . .â
âBilly Angel is gone?â exclaimed the
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