And Baby Makes Two by Dyan Sheldon

chewed on a plain water biscuit and tried not to yawn.
    I was used to school being boring, but not lunch , for God’s sake.
    “It’s tempting,” said Shanee. “I got a brilliant denim jacket in the Trust last time we went. But I can’t go on Saturday.” She made the face of someone who has suffered a lot. “I’ve got to mind the brats.”
    “Bring ’em with you,” said Gerri. “We can handle three of them between us.”
    Shanee groaned. “You’ve got to be kidding! I’d rather take a bear shopping with me. It’d behave better and we’d get on the news.”
    Gerri turned to me. “What about you, Lana? You can still squeeze through the aisles, can’t you?”
    “Oh, hahaha.” I bit into another biscuit. “Actually, maybe I will come along. I want to check out Mothercare. It’s time I started thinking about his clothes.”
    “What makes you think it’s going to be a boy?” asked Gerri.
    “I just know.” I shrugged. “You have a feeling about these things.”
    Amie choked. “I’d’ve thought you’d’ve had enough of feelings.”
    “And I should probably check out the baby books…” I went on. “I still haven’t decided about breast-feeding.”
    “Please, no … no more about breast-feeding.”
    To my surprise, it was Shanee who was holding up her hand and looking pained.
    “Am I being a breast-feeding bore?” I enquired. “Is that what you’re trying to say?”
    Amie and Gerri both looked at Shanee.
    “Well, you do bang on about it,” she said defensively.
    “Among other things,” mumbled Gerri.
    Amie started humming “Rock-a-bye Baby” under her breath.
    “But it’s important.” Now I was the one who sounded defensive. “It can mess up a kid for life if you get it wrong.”
    “That doesn’t mean you have to talk about it all the time,” said Shanee. “Talk about something else.”
    I couldn’t talk about something else. Most of my topics of conversation had dried up. I didn’t even see that many films any more. The cinema seats were too uncomfortable for more than a few minutes. And, in case you’re interested in irony, now that I had a free source of videos I always fell asleep on the couch before they were over.
    “Like wha—” I began. But I didn’t get any further. Another bubble was rising in my throat. My mouth felt like a cup of half-finished hot chocolate that had been left under the bed for a couple of weeks.
    “God!” I gasped, and jumped to my feet, scattering the rest of my lunch on the ground. “I’m going to be sick again.”
    Gerri groaned. “You’d think you’d carry a stack of sick bags with you,” she said.
    There was one person I never complained to, and that was Les. Not about all the regular general aches and pains, or the morning sickness, or the indigestion, or the sore tits, or anything like that. I didn’t want him to think I was a whingeing pregnant woman. If I felt like I was going to puke, I didn’t gag and choke and rush off with my hand clamped over my mouth the way I would’ve if I was with Hilary or Shanee. I excused myself with a smile and a vague grunt and just wafted away. I ran once I was out of his sight. And I always turned the tap on in the bath when I had to be sick, so he wouldn’t hear. I never talked about nappies or breast-feeding or anything like that with Les, either. I mean, Shanee complained and she was a girl, it should’ve been interesting to her. I didn’t want to bore Les or make him think I expected him to go shopping for stuff for the baby.
    And there was one part of my life that pregnancy actually improved.
    My sex life. I hadn’t realized before that certain men found pregnant women a real turn-on, but they did. Les said pregnant women were sort of exotic and exciting. He said none of his friends had ever made it with a pregnant woman. They were all really curious about it. And jealous.
    “Imagine,” he said. “ Me , the boy in my year voted most likely never to have sex. What a