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"I would sort of like to go," Anastasia said, "because I've never been on an airplane in my life and I would sort of like to take a plane trip."
"So shall I make three reservations? Have you decided?" Her mother was sitting beside the telephone and she had the yellow pages open to airlines. With her ball-point pen she drew a circle around a number and reached over to dial.
"Weeeellll," Anastasia said indecisively, "I think I might be scared of flying. Maybe I ought to start my flying career with a real short flight, just to Nantucket or something, instead of all the way to California."
Mrs. Krupnik sighed. "All right then. If that's how you feel, maybe you're correct. I'll make two reservations, for Dad and me."
Anastasia began to chew on a strand of hair. "On the other hand—" she said, with hair in her mouth.
"On the other hand
what?
"
"I've never been to California in my life. This may be my only chance. And since I've decided to become a journalist, I should be open to new experiences."
"I guarantee you will have other opportunities to go to California. However, if you want to go tomorrow, you have to say so right now, Anastasia."
"I have an English test tomorrow, on
Johnny Tremain.
So I should stay here."
"Look at me," her mother announced. "Watch my finger closely. I'm dialing the phone. Make up your mind." She pressed several of the buttons on the telephone.
"But I hated
Johnny Tremain,
" Anastasia went on. "I'll probably flunk the test. So maybe I should go."
"It's ringing," her mother announced. "Decide."
"But of course it's not going to be a
fun
trip or anything. No time to go to Disneyland. You did say that, didn't you, Mom, no Disneyland, no movie stars' houses or anything?"
Her mother nodded. She was listening intently to the voice on the telephone. Finally she looked up in disgust. "Rats," she said. "I'm on hold. A recording told me that all their personnel are busy at the moment. Do you believe that? I don't. I think they're all drinking coffee."
She held the receiver out, and Anastasia listened for a moment to the music playing. "Yeah," she said. "They're probably all hanging out together, drinking coffee. But it does give me another minute to decide. If I
go,
all my friends will be jealous, which would be nice. But probably I should stay, to help take care of Sam."
"Sam will be fine. It's only two days, and Mrs. Stein loves taking care of him."
"Realistically, Mom, what do you think the chances are of a movie scout noticing me during two days in Los Angeles?"
"Realistically? Zero."
Anastasia scowled. "You could have said something more supportive, Mom," she said.
"I'm being honest, and honesty is supportive. Here are the facts, Anastasia: it will be an exhausting trip, out to Los Angeles and back for only two days. It will not be fun, no Disneyland or tours of movie studios. On the other hand, Dad and I would be happy to have you come with us, and your Uncle George would appreciate it, I know, and—Yes? Hello?" She turned back to the telephone. Someone had finally answered.
Anastasia shook her head hard. "No," she said. "I don't want to go."
"One moment, please," her mother said into the phone. She covered the receiver with one hand and turned to Anastasia. "You're sure? You don't want to come?"
"Positive. I'll stay here."
Mrs. Krupnik spoke again into the telephone. "I'd like two reservations, please, from Boston to Los Angeles tomorrow morning, returning on Thursday. Myron and Katherine Krupnik."
Anastasia got up from her chair and wandered over to the refrigerator. She took out a piece of leftover chicken, two pickles, some grapes, and a chunk of cheese; carefully she piled it all on a plate and took it to the kitchen table. She began to eat, even though it would be dinnertime in an hour. She was starving. Decision-making was so hunger-producing when you were thirteen.
***
Later in the evening, after Sam was in bed, Anastasia wandered into her parents' bedroom to watch them
Amanda Quick
Stephanie Bond
Coleen Kwan
Rob Tiffany
Barbara Gowdy
is Mooney
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Ngaio Marsh
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Judy Goldschmidt