You Will Know Me by Megan Abbott

handspring, as if she were weightless, a gossamer strand. The eight- and nine-year-olds kept sneaking glances, like they always did, craning heads, ponytails twitching. Trying to figure out what they needed to do to get to that, to Devon.
    To be capable of shutting the world out, even death itself, and surrendering to the body, trusting in its powers, its secrets. No feeling but this. No feeling.
    The striated bands of old flesh tight around that foot.
    It just doesn’t feel as much .
      
    After practice, they picked up Eric at the studio, his car in the shop again, a hundred and ten thousand miles on that barge, the side door unlocking only with a butter knife and both of them wondering what they would do when Devon moved past lurching practice turns with Eric in the church parking lot and got her license.
    He was waiting outside, looking sweaty and adrift.
    Katie wondered if he was getting sick. Though, like Devon, he never, ever got sick.
    “Let’s go to the Wooden Nickel,” he said. “We could all use a break, right?”
      
    Dinner out with just the four of them, which almost never happened. It was like old times, before BelStars, even. As if, walking under the thickly varnished rafters to the corner booth, its puckering vinyl and doily-edged place mats, they all decided to forget everything else.
    Patty melts on big china plates, waffle chips with three kinds of relish, Drew’s favorite “Italian” spaghetti, thick as rope, its sauce sweet as candy.
    And there was Devon, even eating a breadstick, or part of one. Chewing the soft dough languorously, stretching it between her fingers like taffy.
    “I bet you’re glad Teddy’s back,” Katie said.
    “Yeah,” Devon said. “But it’ll be better when he can lead practice again.”
    “Is Hailey coming back?” Drew asked. “What’ll she do now, without a boyfriend?”
    “She’ll be okay,” Eric said. “Ready for the science fair, kiddo?”
    “Yeah,” Drew said, then spoke excitedly and with conviction for several minutes about his experiment with the brine shrimp (“Some kids call them sea monkeys, but they’re not like monkeys at all so that’s wrong”) and motor oil.
    “Well, that sounds terrific,” Eric said, fingers tapping the edge of his phone absentmindedly.
    “The first batch spilled in the garage,” Drew said, looking at his dad’s phone too now, “so I had to start over.”
    “I’m sorry about that, buddy,” Eric said, ceasing the tapping and looking at Drew at last.
    Devon stared down at her butter-glazed hands. “I’m going to the restroom.”
    “How did they spill?” Katie asked Eric, who shrugged.
    “It’s okay,” Drew said, reaching out for the clouded decanter of salad oil on the table. “Mom helped me do it over.”
    “Mom’s the best,” Eric said, stacking all the plates for the lurking bus boy, placing the utensils in the center on top, ever the former waiter.
    “I think the oil will make the shrimp die faster,” Drew said, holding the decanter between his pink fingers, peering at his dad through the filmy oil.
    “Makes sense,” Eric said.
    Katie could see something dimming on Drew’s face, following his dad’s drifting gaze as he watched Devon return from the ladies’ room.
    “That sounds like a good hypothesis,” Katie jumped in. “Look what cars are doing to the environment.”
    Drew paused a minute as Devon slid into the booth soundlessly.
    “But Dad”—Drew tried again—“they’re at the bottom of the food chain.”
    “What are?” Devon asked.
    “The shrimp. So if the oil kills them,” Drew said, bringing the salad oil closer to his face for a better look, “everything else goes away too.”
    “Everything?” Devon asked.
    Drew nodded solemnly. “Everything.”
    “Well, maybe not everything,” Eric said, a slight rasp to his voice. “But it sounds great, kiddo. You’ll tear the lid off that science fair.”
    Eric’s phone flashed. Coach T.
    “Maybe I’ll win,” Drew