wringing through her. She felt like crying. She felt like screaming. Instead, she just kept kissing him, their bodies stroking against each other as each moved. She buried her fingers in the hair at the nape of his neck as she pulled him to her, closer. His breathing was uneven, ragged as hers.
She felt his hand smooth down her hipâ¦and reach for the hem of her skirt.
Jade. What are you doing?
She pulled away, almost throwing herself off of him.
He sat up abruptly, his eyes looking dazed. âJade, waitâ¦â
â That is what my body is capable of.â She put ahand to her chest, feeling her heart beating wildlyâ¦and feeling the ache behind it, as what sheâd just done started to sink in. Sexual frustration warred with shame. âIf Iâd wanted to use my body to convince that guy Skip, I could have gotten him to order ten yearsâ worth of steel, Drew. I could have gotten him to invest in your company. I could have made him do anything. So tell me again. Do you really think I used my body to get what I wanted?â
He stared at her, his breathing still rasping. âJadeâ¦â
She pointed at him. âYouâre just like all those other jerks who think that Iâve got a pretty face and a hot body and nothing else. You think Iâm incapable of getting anything without using my looks. News flash, Drew. I donât play that way. I donât need to. Iâm not going to pretend that I donât know what I look like. And Iâm not going to change how I look and wear sackcloth just to prove to idiots like you that Iâve got a mind, too. And whether you want to admit it or not, my mind is what got you the sale this afternoon, Drew!â
Drewâs blue eyes were dilated, so large they almost looked black. âNow wait a minuteâ¦â
âDonât. Justâ¦donât. This conversation is finished.â With that, she turned and stormed out, back to her own room. She had just about unlocked the door when the tears started. She locked it behind her.
What the hell have I done?
She had tackled a client. Sheâd made an ass of herself. Sheâd lost the account, and her promotion, and what the hell, letâs just throw in some self-respect while weâre at it, huh?
She felt sick.
She paced for a minute, her breathing shallow, her stomach queasy. She needed to talk to someone. Obviously not Betsyâwith news like this? Jade couldnât believe what sheâd just done.
No. This called for someone closer than that. She picked up her cell phone.
After four rings she heard the answering machine pick up. âYou know who youâve reachedâ¦and you know why I canât answer the phone. Talk to you later.â
Jade waited for the beep, then took a deep breath. âHailey? I figure youâre bartending tonight, but whatever time you get in, could you call me? I really need to talk. If I donât answer, check your e-mail. Itâs important.â
She hung up. She should have known Hailey would be at work. Unfortunately, there wasnât really anybody else she felt she could talk to.
She climbed onto the hotel bed, turning on the television with the remote and staring at the screen blankly. She would have to figure out how to get to the nearest airport. She would have to figure out how to explain this to Betsy. She would have to figure out how to save her career. She would have to figure this out alone.
She had gone through worse alone, she thought as channel after channel flashed across the television screen. She would get through this.
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D REW PACED THE CONFINES of his hotel room, holding his cell phone. âKen, sheâs got to go.â
He heard Ken sigh over the crackle of static. âWhat happened?â
Drew flashed mentally to seeing her descend on him, before his eyes had closed and his body had drownedin sensation. He couldnât talk about that, not to Ken. Hell, he could barely get a
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