MarySue Adams gets to reap the benefits of Annekeâs gifts in her home and that Dexter and Cookie get to reap the benefits in their restaurant, and that I will now never again be able to afford to work with her.
I keep hate-reading the article, learning about how much MarySue has fallen in love with Chicago, that she has some fun new treats that will be Chicago themed, and that she is delighted to announce that she will be breaking ground soon in one of Chicagoâs most historic and storied old neighborhoods.
Less than four blocks from Langerâs.
My eyes fly open, my stomach turns itself into a pretzel, and Iâm suddenly powerfully awake.
âShit,â I say as Bubbles comes over and slides a plate of scrambled eggs and toast in front of me and puts down a large mug of steaming coffee, light and sweet.
âWhat is it?â
âA nightmare.â I show her the front page of the section.
âOy, that woman. She gives me the creepy-crawlies. I always feel like she is peering into my soul through the television. Her teeth look like she wants to eat me. And I donât think anything Iâve seen her cook has ever appeared appetizing.â
âSheâs bringing her bakery here.â
âTo Chicago?â
âTo the old Woolworthâs space on Milwaukee.â
âOver
there
?â Bubbles says, gesturing to the backyard and beyond, where the long-empty building has been awaiting development, less than a half mile from where we sit.
âYeah.â
The realization of what that will mean flashes across her face, and she flops into the chair opposite me, hand over her mouth. âPoor Herman.â
âExactly.â
I hand her the article and eat my eggs and toast, which are at once delicious and suddenly leaden. By the time Iâm finished with my breakfast, she is finished with the article.
âVey iz mir.â
âExactly. I think Iâd better go in early today. I donât know if heâs heard yet, but if he hasnât, it should probably come from me.â
âGood girl.â
I drop my dish in the dishwasher and head upstairs to get dressed. As I pull on my work clothes, I think about poor Herman and what this will mean, and then about myself. Last nightâs email means Iâm no closer to the type of employment that I really need, and while Langerâs isnât my dream job, it is a job, and a pleasant one at that. What if Herman just throws his hands up and closes quickly? Iâll be totally back to square one. I shake this off, knowing that Hermanâs best bet is probably to just try and sell his place as fast as he can before Cake Goddess opens so that he doesnât face the humiliation of being put out of business. I would hate to see him suffer that, especially after so many years.
I grab my bag and zip down the stairs, yelling my good-bye to Bubbles, and head for the bakery hoping upon hope that Herman already knows and Iâm just there for comfort, and that I donât have to be the one to tell the sweetest old man in the world that his business has one year left at best and whatever nest egg he was aiming to get out of it has likely fallen right into the toilet.
When I push open the door at Langerâs, slowly to prevent the bells from ringing out, the first thing I hear is Herman on the phone.
âI canât worry about some other bakery.â Hermanâs voice, coming out of the kitchen, sounds weary.
There is a pause.
âThey do what they do; I do what I do. Itâs not the same.â
Another pause.
âThey may in fact do it bigger. But not better.â
When I walk into the kitchen, Herman catches my eye and winks at me, gesturing to the pitcher of coffee, and I go to pour myself a cup.
âYou may think that better doesnât matter today, but I disagree. Bigger and cheaper and with more variety, with their big-time celebrity-chef owner. That doesnât mean anything to
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