Sophie asks sounding a little worried I turn to look at her “I made him bleed” I whisper horrified. “ You went back there?” the look she sends me tells me she thinks I’m beyond stupid. “ He was bleeding and I couldn’t stop, I was so mad” “ It’s okay, try not to think about it” she assures me wrapping a protective arm around my shoulders.
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As I pull on my jacket and pick up my keys, a feeling of dread comes over me, it’s not bad enough to stop me going though and I always get a feeling like this when I sneak out at night but tonight it seems to be a bit stronger. “ Brooke?” Sophie’s quiet voice calls out to me. “ I’m just going for a walk Soph, I won’t be long, go back to sleep” I say softly to her “ I know you go out every night, can’t you just tell me where you go so I know you’re safe?” she asks, breaking my heart a little. I shake my head and walk out the door. I don’t want anyone to know where I spend my nights; they won’t understand and try to stop me doing it. My thoughts briefly drift to Sophie and what a good friend she has been to me since we first met as I make my way through the graveyard until I’m stopped dead on my feet by a figure bent over my dad’s grave. I frown and squint my eyes trying to see who it is, It’s a man, he’s tall and he hasn’t heard me coming or if he has he is just ignoring me. Something in his had catches the light and I feel the blood drain from my face as I watch him swing the hammer in his hand above his head then bring it down quickly, hitting the grave. Instinct takes over and I’m running. “ Noooooo!” I scream so loud my chest hurts. The man swings around startled and I watch as my step dad throws his head back and laughs at me. I don’t stop running towards him not taking my eyes off the grave to see how much damage has been done so when I reach him and he puts out an arm in front of me I’m not expecting it and fall straight to the ground with a crash knocking the air out of me. I try to get back up but he sits on top of me straddling my stomach. I watched amazed at how calm I am when he raises a fist and it crashes into my face. Blood flows from my nose and scream out. I try to struggle against him but he’s too strong. I swing my arms about at an attempt to hit him but he grabs them and pins them above my head using his own. “ I’m going to enjoy watching you struggle. And I’m going to take you on top of you’re fathers grave so he can see what a whore you really are” he laughs down at me. He grabs my breast through my top and squeezes it hard making me whimper. He shoves his mouth onto mine and I turn my face to the side so he gets my cheek. He bites me and lifts his head up. “Look at me” he shouts down at me. I turn my face to look him in the eye. I don’t know why I do it but I spit at him, it goes in his eye making him swear and close his eye just as his head reaches down I hit it with my own wincing at the pain that flashes above my eyes. He stumbles back off me and I struggle to stand but he’s quicker than me and kicks me back down. The kicks keep coming and I try my best to block them but my body starts getting tired. When another kick doesn’t immediately follow I look up to see he’s picked up his hammer. He can see me watching him horrified and laughs again, I close my eyes and wait for the blow, the one I know will end it all. It doesn’t come; instead I hear a loud grunt. I gingerly open my eyes to see Tucker on top of Sam throwing punches and from what I can make out not missing one. “ Stop!” I shout not knowing how far Tucker will go. He stops and seems to be trying to catch his breath. I shake my head at him wiping away the tears from my face but they don’t stop falling “He’s not worth it … stop” He throws the hammer to the ground next to me and gets up. I watch confused as he pulls Sam up off the ground and pushes him away. “ Get out