isnât here, trying on clothes with me.
âWistful, Miranda?â he says, immediately noticing my change of mood.
I give him a wan smile. âI was thinking of my mother,â I say.
âShe was a catwalk model, wasnât she?â he asks, and I nod.
âAnd is she still a size six?â he asks.
For a second, Iâm dismayed that Robert is such a seasoned womanizer that he knows that the classic model is size 6/8, but then I brush away my insecurities and focus on the pleasure of the moment, instead.
âStill a six, and proud of it,â I answer.
Within minutes he has ordered the entire Dior collection in her size.
âSo you think your mom will be happy with the collection, Miranda?â
âHappy? Sheâll be ecstatic!â I say, amazed that he doesnât automatically know that.
He beams with pleasure.
âSo how would you like to deliver it to her in person?â he says.
All of a sudden I feel as if Christmas, Easter, and my birthday have arrived all at once. But what if Iâve misinterpreted him?
âRobert, do you really mean that?â
He nods.
âThe plane is fueled up and ready to take off anytime you want,â he says.
I want, oh how I want!
And three hours later we are high in the sky, en route to Honolulu.
Chapter Ten
The seat belt sign is switched off, Robert leans back in his armchair seat, and our eyes lock. His eyes are full of tenderness, mine full of erotic expectation ignited by my memory of our flight to Geneva. Will he any minute order me to strip naked and stand in front of him while he inspects my body? Will he upend me across his knee and spank the hell out of me? Will he fuck me with all his strength and passion? And will I be deliciously sore afterward?
âDo you remember when I told you that I believe in strict rules?â he says, cutting into my thoughts.
âHow could I possibly forget?â
He strokes my face, and I melt under his exquisite touch.
âYouâve been through so much, my darling, and strong as you are, I intend to handle you with kid gloves until you are fully recovered from the trauma,â he says.
I flash back to last night, how he hugged me as if he would never let me go, kissed me tenderly from head to foot, so that my skin, my body, my entire being vibrated with pleasure, yet instead of making any sexual demands on me he held me in his arms, and then we slept the entire night like that.
âI control my dominance, it does not control me,â he says, in an even-firmer-than-usual voice.
âWhich means?â I say, even though Iâve got a sinking feeling that I know where he is heading, and I donât like it much.
âThat I intend to lead a vanilla existence with you until the time is right for us to once more live out our wildness together. And thatâs my final decision,â he says in his donât-imagine-for-even-a-split-second-that-Iâll-ever-allow-you-to-contradict-me voice.
Just days ago I was imprisoned by Georgiana and Tamara. And now my passion, my desires, my lust for Robertâfor all he is, everything he can do to meâare prisoners of his dictate that for the time being we maintain a vanilla relationship.
I donât plan to protest, though. Tomorrow Iâll be in Honolulu with my mother, and sheâll meet Robert, my love and my future husband, for the very first time.
âMom doesnât even know weâre engaged,â I say to him.
âI know, my darling,â he says, and strokes the back of my hand. âAnd you donât even have anything to show for it . . . but when you do, youâll understand exactly why I needed time . . .â he says, simultaneously exciting my curiosity and acknowledging that he hasnât given me an engagement ring yet.
It has crossed my mind before that he hasnât, but I decided not to make a big deal out of it because, knowing Robert, the engagement ring
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