know.â I hang my stuff on the row of hooks out back.
âGive me something. It must have been more exciting than mine.â
âAidan wants me to go home to River John for Christmas,â I say. âJust sprung it on me, out of the blue.â
âIâm guessing youâre not too crazy about the idea,â he says, sliding a stack of bills into a Ziploc bag.
âThatâs an understatement.â
He reaches for a paper tube to roll loonies. âWould it be so terrible? Going home?â
âLeave the coin,â I say. âIâll do it later.â
âYou didnât answer my question.â
I nudge him out of the way. âWithout getting into all the gory details â I swore Iâd never go back. Not while Vince is there.â
âAnd Vince is â¦?â
âSorry. My stepfather. Aidanâs dad.â
A man comes up to the counter and orders a decaf, to go. I pour his coffee, take his money.
âKeep the change,â he says.
âThanks.â I take out the difference and drop it into a cup beside the register. âBut the thing is,â I continue, âI wouldnât go back even if Vince wasnât there.â
âDidnât you grow up there?â
âYeah. But my dad died in a car accident when I was eight.â I realize that probably doesnât explain much. âI donât really remember feeling very happy after that.â It surprises me how it all just flows out of my mouth.
âNot a lot of great memories back there, then.â
âNo ⦠well, some ⦠not many, and certainly not lately.â Then it hits me. No happy memories, no mom, no dad, no Kyle, no home. Suddenly Iâm filled with self-pity. I have nothing. Nothing except Aidan. And then I think of Caroline. âI have a best friend there,â I say.
Heâs quiet for a second. âLife is full of steaming piles of crap. But maybe thereâs only so much crap to go around. Maybe youâve reached your quota and itâll be smooth sailing from now on.â
I try to smile. I want to say, âNice thought,â but the words catch and donât make it out.
He slips on his jacket and slings his messenger bag over his shoulder. âIâm off to meet my study group. Youâre working for Anna?â
âYeah.â
âI might see you later then. A bunch of us are meeting here before a movie.â
âOkay.â A movie. Whatâs it like to do something normal and fun like go to a movie?
After Liam leaves, it starts to get busy, which helps make the time fly. Iâm down to only five muffins, so as soon as thereâs a break in the action I throw together another batch of batter. I just finish sliding a tray into the oven when I hear a voice.
âExcuse me. This mug seems to be dirty.â
Thereâs something in her tone. I can tell sheâs going to be a pain in the ass. I plaster on a happy face before turning around.
It doesnât happen right away. It takes me a few seconds to place her. Sheâs rubbing the rim of the cup with her thumb and hasnât looked up. Thereâs no doubt, though. Iâm sure itâs her. Iâll never forget. Rosalyn. The slut in Kyleâs apartment.
She finally lifts her head. Something flickers across her face, but I can tell she hasnât figured it out yet.
âHere,â I say, pulling myself together. âLet me take it. Iâll get you a fresh one.â
Her eyes narrow slightly. âThanks,â she says.
Iâm just handing her a new coffee when I see Liam come in. He strides up to the counter, a huge smile on his face.
âHey,â I say, smiling back. âHow was your â¦?â I donât get to finish. My mouth falls open in horror as I watch him drape his arm around the slutâs shoulders.
âI see youâve met Lynnie,â he says.
CHAPTER 15
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