And he just sat there like a chunk of wood, wishing he could take her in his arms. Knowing what would happen if he did.
She reached out and he clasped her cold hand, his thumb rubbing over her knuckles. Her fingers were smooth and elegant, and devoid of the wedding band he had promised her. The lump in his throat moved to his heart.
This touch was not sexual and yet, somehow, it felt more important. Theyâd always had the physical attraction. Fierce and alive as an electrical storm. And for a while theyâd had the intimacy, too. But that had all changed after her fatherâs arrest. How he missed it. Being able to tell her everything, anything, and knowing what she was feeling, too.
Had he lost that because of his job or because of her father?
Selena spoke again, her voice intimate in the closed compartment. âAndre invited me to the funeral on Saturday.â
âWill you go?â Gabe asked, resisting the urge to bring her soft fingertips to his lips. What would he give to have her run her fingers over his face and through his hair?
âOf course. And he told me youâll be speaking.â
Gabe felt a stab of sorrow slicing through his middle.
âIâve never given a eulogy before.â
Heâd never needed to. Dante Chee was the first of his men to be killed in the line of duty.
She brushed her thumb over the back of his hand. âYouâll be wonderful.â
He didnât remind her that he wasnât the family orator. That was Clyne.
âIâd rather be locking up his killers.â Though it seemed that the two gang members who had been killed tonight might be the shooters. A preliminary check indicated the footwear worn by Nota and the second man might be a match. If their shoe treads and the tracks at the site of the body dump were the same, the police might right now be zipping Cheeâs killers into body bags. Too good for them, he decided.
âAndre told me they still donât know who killed his brother.â
âWeâve got some leads.â He said nothing else.
She cast him a sidelong glance. Was she waiting for him to say more? He had always avoided speaking about his police work with Selena. Up until today, he had believed he was protecting her from the darker side of his profession. Now it felt more as if he was just shutting her out.
Back when he had discovered what her father had been doing with his delivery truck, heâd been very glad that heâd never divulged anything that might have compromised an investigation. Could he have been using his job as a way to keep Selena from getting too close?
Gabe shifted uncomfortably. He glanced over to see her staring out at her house.
Could his silence feel like distrust to her?
Selena had stopped stroking his hand. His gaze snapped back to her. She studied him with her brows raised and he scowled.
âWhat?â
âNothing.â Her hand slipped from his and she turned away, staring out at the snow that glistened under starlight.
Gabe glanced at Notaâs car parked beside her sister Miaâs box truck and then at the empty place where Selenaâs truck should now be parked. She had no truck for tomorrowâs run.
âI know youâll find Dante Cheeâs murderer,â she said, her voice filled with a sort of world weariness. âYou never let anything stand between you and an investigation.â
And that included her. They both knew it.
âWhat will you do tomorrow?â he asked, pointing at the place her truck should be.
âIâll take Miaâs truck. Sheâll have to wait until I get back. We did it that way for a long time, remember?â
He did.
She glanced toward the front door. His heartbeat accelerated. He wanted to keep her here, if only for a moment more. Every moment with Selena was worth the pain that came afterward, when he was without her again.
âMy little sister might be visiting soon,â he blurted.
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