life.â
May looked like she was going to throw up and Krystal looked doubtful. âIsnât that a little dramatic?â she asked.
I had to give her that. âMaybe, but trust me when I tell you jealousy can mess things up in a big way.â
âHow do you know?â asked Krystal.
I thought about telling her what happened with Brynn when she got jealous about Billy and Sophieâs relationship, but it was TMI and beside the point. âIt happened to a friend of mine.â
I looked at Krystal and waited. Iâd said enough, so the next move was hers. But to my surprise, May spoke up. âKrystal, youâre a great athlete. Itâs awesome having someone so good on the soccer team. I think we have a strong softball team too.â May shrugged. âIâm glad I get to play with you.â
Krystal smiled and looked pleasantly surprised. She hesitated. âYou too, May. Teammates?â she said.
âTeammates,â said May.
Krystal grinned and so did May. I had a mouth full of cookie, so it was a little hard for me to, but as soon as I washed my cookie down with some lemonade, I high-fived them both. Then I told May it was time to go.
In the big sister department, Iâd done enough good for one day.
6:25 p.m.
Disappointed
I just called Leo. I wanted to tell him what happened with May, but I got his voicemail.
I left a message. Maybe heâll call back.
Or maybe he wonât.
10:49 p.m.
Asleep
Awake
Leo called back, but I was actually already asleep. âWhatâs up?â he said into the phone. I did my best to shake myself awake, but as I started telling him what happened with May and Krystal, I heard laughter in the background. I finished the story, but when I did all Leo said was, âThatâs great.â
I guess thatâs how most people would respond. From most people, that would be fine. But Leo always has something witty, unique, or insightful to say.
So hearing him say,
âThatâs greatâ
. . . just wasnât so great.
Most folks are as happy as they make up their minds to be.
âAbraham Lincoln
Tuesday, February 10, 7:09 p.m.
Billyâs big news
Since weâd worked so hard to prepare for the competition on Saturday and donât have another one coming up for over a month, Ms. Baumann gave us the week off of practice. Yesterday, it felt weird leaving school and going home at 3:15, so this morning I asked Billy if he wanted to hang out after school.
We went to his house, and it was a lot like old times. His mom gave me a big hug when I got there and said how happy she was to see me. Billy and I ate popcorn and mini Reeseâs, and drank lemonade at his kitchen table. Then we hung out in his room, looking at old photos and listening to music. That was our pattern for as long as I can remember. The only thing that was different this time was that it didnât include Brynn.
Since third grade, it had been the three of us. We did everything together, even over the summers. I have so many memories of my arms linked through theirs as we walked the path from the Arts and Crafts shop or the tennis courts back to our bunks at camp. We were the Three Musketeers for a long time.
I took a box of old photos of us from grade school from a shelf over Billyâs desk and settled into the floor of his room next to him. âItâs kind of weird without her,â I said. Billy knew who I meant.
âYeah,â he said. But he didnât make a move to look through the photos. I wasnât sure he felt as nostalgic as he sounded.
âDo you miss being friends with her?â I asked.
Billy let out a sigh. âIâve tried talking to her,â he said. âI even went over to her house on New Yearâs Day after the confrontation at the diner. I wanted her to know I was really sorry about what happened between us. But her mom came to the door and said Brynn didnât want to talk to me.â
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