tells me there are three hours and forty-six minutes left. Charlie told me once this watch would never stop, never let me down, unless I forgot to wind it. The best watch in the world, he said, a wonderful watch. But it isnât. If it was such a wonderful watch it would do more than simply keep the time â any old watch can do that. A truly wonderful watch would
make
the time. Then, if it stopped, time itself would have to stand still, then this night would never have to end and morning could never come. Charlie often told me we were living on borrowed time out here. I donât want to borrow any more time. I want time to stop so that tomorrow never comes, so that dawn will never happen.
I listen to my watch again, to Charlieâs watch. Still ticking. Donât listen, Tommo. Donât look. Donât think. Only remember.
âStand stall! Look to your front, Peaceful, you horrible little man!â â¦"Stomach in, chest out, Peaceful.â â¦"Down in that mud, Peaceful, where you belong, you nasty little worm. Down!â ⦠âGod, Peaceful, is that the best they can send us these days? Vermin, thatâs what you are. Lousy vermin, and Iâve got to make a soldier of you.â
Of all the names Sergeant âHorribleâ Hanley bellowed out across the parade ground at Etaples when we first came to France, Peaceful was by far the most frequent. There were two Peacefuls in the company of course, and that made a difference, but it wasnât the main reason. Right from the very start Sergeant Hanley had it in for Charlie. And that was because Charlie just wouldnât jump through hoops like the rest of us, and that was because Charlie wasnât frightened of him, like the rest of us were.
Before we ever came to Etaples, all of us, including Charlie and me, had had an easy ride, a gentle enough baptism into the life of soldiering. In fact weâd had several weeks of little else but larks and laughter. On the train to Exeter, Charlie said we could easily pass for twins, that Iâd have to watch my step, drop my voice, and behave like a seventeen-year-old from now on. When the time came, in front of the recruiting sergeant at the regimental depot, I stood as tall as I could and Charlie spoke up for me, so my voice wouldnât betray me. âIâm Charlie Peaceful, and heâs Thomas Peaceful. Weâre twins and weâre volunteering.â
âDate of birth?â
â5 th October,â said Charlie.
âBoth of you?â asked the recruiting sergeant, eyeing me a little I thought.
âCourse,â Charlie replied, lying easily, âonly Iâm older than him by one hour.â And that was that. Easy. We were in.
The boots they gave us were stiff and far too big â they hadnât got any smaller sizes. So Charlie and I and the others clomped about like clowns, clowns in tin hats and khaki. The uniforms didnât fit either, so we swapped about until they did. There were some faces from home we recognised in amongst the hundreds of strangers. Nipper Martin, a little fellow with sticking-out ears, who grew turnips on his fatherâs farm in Dolton, and who played a wicked game of skittles up at The Duke. There was Pete Bovey, thatcher and cider drinker from Dolton too, red-faced and with hands like spades, who weâd often seen around the village in Iddesleigh, thumping away at the thatch, high up on someoneâs roof. With us too was little Les James from school, son of Bob James, village rat catcher and wart charmer. He had inherited his fatherâs gifts with rats and warts and he always claimed to be able to know whether it was going to rain or not the next day. He was usually right too. He always had a nervous tick in one eye that I could never stop looking at when we were in class together.
At training camp on Salisbury Plain, living cheek by jowl,we all got to know each other fast, though not necessarily to like one
Lisa Klein
Jimmie Ruth Evans
Colin Dexter
Nancy Etchemendy
Eduardo Sacheri
Vicki Hinze
Beth Ciotta
Sophia Lynn
Margaret Duffy
Kandy Shepherd