shoe size?â
âTen.â
âAnd which of your teachers did you have a crush on?â
âMs. Abernathy,â I say without any hesitation. âTenth-grade science. Great legs.â
âAnd whatâs your favorite thing in the whole wide world?â
âMusic,â I answer, throwing my apple core on the ground for emphasis. âGlorious music.â
âWhat do you play?â
âPlay?â I ask.
âYeah. Any instruments? Drums? The guitar?â
âOh,â I say. âNo, I donât play anything.â
âWhy not?â she asks.
I shrug. âI donât know. I just . . . appreciate it, I guess. The music.â
âOh,â Cora says.
Suddenly our playful banter has grown uncomfortable and I know exactly why. She has managed to hit at the one big problem of being me.
I chuckle. âSee, the thing is, youâre the type of person who knows exactly what she wants to be. And itâs something amazing and useful. And thatâs awesome. But Iâm the type of person who is completely useless. A lazy good-for-nothing, as they would say.â I try to lighten the mood with some good old-fashioned self-deprecation.
But sheâs not having it. âWhy do you say that?â she asks. She stops walking and looks up at me, forcing me to stop too.
âOh, you know.â I shrug helplessly. âItâs like I donât want to go to college. And I donât want to go fight. I donât know what I want.â
Cora says, âYouâre seventeen. Iâm not so sure youâre supposed to know what you want.â
âEighteen, actually.â
âOh, well, in that case. What is your life plan, you hippie bum?â
I laugh. âHanding out food to people wearing orange. Obviously.â I take the picnic basket from her. Itâs heavy and I feel a little bad that I didnât think to take it from her earlier.
I head toward a guy with an orange-enough tie-dyed shirt and open up the basket for him.
âHow much?â he asks suspiciously.
âWhat?â I ask.
âHow much do you want for it?â
âNothing,â I respond. âItâs all free.â
His eyes widen. âReally? Oh, thanks so much, man. This is fantastic,â he says as he does what I was worried about earlier and takes an entire loaf of bread and four apples.
âMan, you wouldnât believe it. There was some old guy walking around here charging a dollar for water. Can you imagine paying one whole dollar for water?!â
âThatâs awful,â Cora says. âBut, hey, if you walk over that way, youâll see a big red barn. Theyâre handing out free water and milk over there.â
âSerious?â he asks.
Cora nods.
âYou guys are far out, man. The absolute best. And here I was thinking this whole shindig was going to the dogs. An hour ago there was the guy with the water, and then there was another old guy telling us weâd all have to evacuate. It was crazy.â
Cora frowns. âWait, really? What did he look like?â
âWho?â the guy asks.
âThe man who said you might have to evacuate.â
âOh, I donât know,â he says. âHe had, like, white hair and glasses.â
âAh, okay.â She looks visibly relieved.
After the guy leaves, I have to ask her. âWho did you think it was?â
She takes a breath, and I say âYour dad?â at the same time that she says âMy dad.â
Cora laughs. âHe made quite an impression last night, huh?â
âAfter a fashion,â I admit. âI can only thank the god of Woodstockâthatâs Jimi Hendrix by the wayâhe didnât see me.â
âJimi Hendrix, huh?â
I close my eyes and bow my head in reverence. âNaturally. The one and only.â
âCanât say I ever listened to him,â she says in a shockingly casual way.
My eyes pop open.
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