from, Ray?â
âPhiladelphia.â
She is thinking Main Line, that would explain it. Maybe thatâs why he doesnât care about anything, maybe money means nothing to him, because he already has it, because if he needs it, there is always enough.
âAnd what did your family do in Philadelphia?â
âThey were in business.â
âWhat sort of business?â she asks.
âDresses,â he says.
Not Main Line. âDo you have many friends in the area?â
He shakes his head. âI am not so easy, I donât like everybody.â
âDo you have a family?â she asks.
âI have myself,â he says.
âAnd what do you want from us?â
âYou and I have only just met.â
âMy parents are very generous, simple people,â she says. It sounds as though sheâs making him a deal, an offer. She stops. âI noticed you on the floor with the cymbals. Are you a guru, a swami of some sort?â
âI have been sitting for many years; it does me good, just noticing what I feel.â
She is noticing that she feels like hitting him, hauling off and slugging him. The unrelenting evenness of his tone, his lack of interest in her investigation, his detachment is arrogant, infuriating. She wants to say, Iâve got your number; you think youâre something special, like you were sent here from some other place, with little cymbals on your fingersâ ping .She wants to say, pretending youâre so carefree, so absent of emotion, isnât going to get you anywhereâ ping .
âDo not mistake me,â he says, as though reading her mind. âMy detachment is not arrogance, it is hard won.â
If she hits him, he will not defend himselfâshe knows that. He will let her hit him; she will look like an idiot, it will look like proof of how crazy she is, it will look as though he did nothing to provoke her.
âThis is just what you think of me,â he says, nodding knowingly. âI am not anything. I am just here. I am not trying to go anywhere.â
âIâm watching you,â she says, walking out of the kitchen.
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The door to her parentsâ room is closed. She knocks before entering. Her parents are sitting on the bed, reading.
âWeâre spending some time alone together,â her mother says.
âShould I not bother you?â
âItâs okayâyouâre not here very often,â her mother says.
âWhatâs Ray doing?â her father asks.
âRearranging the shelves in the kitchen, throwing clay pots and firing them in the oven, and koshering chickens for tomorrow.â
âWhat makes you always think everyone else is getting more than you?â her mother asks.
âYouâre hiding in your bedroom with the door closed and heâs out thereâloose in the house, doing God knows what. Heâs completely taken over, heâs running the show, donât you see?â
âWeâre not hiding, weâre spending time alone together.â
She sneezes four times in quick succession. âCat,â she says.
âDid you bring anything to help yourself?â
âWhat the hell makes him so special that he gets to come and live here with his cat?â
âThereâs no reason not to share. In fact itâs better, more economical, and heâs very considerate,â her father says. âIfmore people invited people in, it would solve the housing shortage, use less natural resources. Weâre just two people. What do we need a whole house for? It was my idea.â
âWhy donât you just open a shelter, take in homeless people and offer them free showers, et cetera?â
âDonât go completely crazy,â her mother says. âThere are no homeless people in Chevy Chase.â
She looks around the room. âWhat happened to Grandmaâs table? It used to be in that corner.â
âMini-storage,â her
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