By the side of the bed is a book of stories, an empty water glass, and an old alarm clock, ticking loudly.
âCan I help you?â
Ray is in the room. She doesnât know how he got there, how he got down the stairs without a sound.
âI was just looking for a book,â she says.
âWhat book?â
She blushes as though this were a quiz. âRobinson Crusoe.â She knows it is a book her brother had, a book they used to look at as children.
He takes the book from the shelf and hands it to her.
She sneezes. âCat,â she says.
âBless you,â he says. âYouâll excuse me,â he says, edging her out of the room. âI want to refresh myself before dinner.â
In the downstairs bathroom, each of his personal effects is arranged in a tight row on top of a folded towelâtooth-brush, comb, nail clippers.
The catâs litter box is in the corner. There are four little lumps in it, shit rolled in litter, dirt balls dusted in ash.
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Her mother sits at the table. âI havenât had chow mein since Aunt Lena used to make it with leftover soup chicken.â
There is the scrape of a matchstick. Ray lights two tall tapers.
âEvery night we have candles,â her father says. âRay makes the effort.â
Ray has changed his clothes, heâs wearing an orange silk shirt, he seems to radiate light. âFrom the Goodwill,â he says, seeming to know what she is thinking. âIt must have been a costume. In the back of the neck, in black marker, itâs writtenââLear.ââ
âIâm tasting something delicious,â her mother says, working the flavors in her mouth. âGinger, soy, oh, and baby corn. Where did you find fresh baby corn?â
She has something to say about everything. âSuch sharp greens. Olives, what an idea, so Greek. The color of this pepper is fabulous. Red food is very good for you, high in something.â She gobbles. âEating is such a pleasure when you donât have to cook.â
âDid you take care of your errands?â her father asks Ray.
âYes, thank you,â Ray says. âEvery now and then it helps to use a car. I filled it with gas.â
âYou didnât need to.â
âAnd I put a quart of oil in. I also checked the tires; your right rear was down a little.â
âThanks, Ray.â
She hates him. She absolutely hates him. He is too good. How does a person get to be so good? She wishes she could get behind it, she wishes she could think he was as wonderful as he seems. But she doesnât trust him for a minute.
âMore,â her mother says, holding her plate up for seconds. âWhatâs the matterâyouâre not eating?â
She shakes her head. If Ray is poisoning them, putting a little bit of who knows what into the food, she wants none of it. âNot hungry.â
âI thought you said you were starving.â
She doesnât answer.
âWhite rice and brown,â her mother says. âRay is kinder than I could ever be. I would never make two rices.â
âTwo rices make two people happyâthatâs easy,â Ray says.
Her mother eats and then gets up from the table, letting her napkin fall into her plate. âThat was wonderfulâdivine.â She walks out of the room.
It takes her father longer to finish. âGreat, Ray, really great.â He helps clear the table.
She is left alone with Ray.
âMarriage is a difficult thing,â Ray says without warning. She wonders whom he is talking about and if he knowsmore. âI was married once.â He hands her a pot to dry. âAttachment to broken things is not good for the self.â
âIs that where you got to be such a good cook? Youâre really something, a regular Galloping Gourmet.â
âTo feed yourself well is a strong skill.â He speaks as though talking in translation.
âWhere are you
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