me.
I wince. âSorry.â
âQuiet,â Ms. Sutters wanders down our row. She pauses between Mary and me. Vanilla and cinnamon drift off her, and my nose tingles with a sneeze. Her brown bob ends precisely at her jaw, straight and boring like her boxy, plain white shirt and navy pants. She peers down her aardvark-like schnoz at me.
âI was apologizing for startling my sister,â I explain.
Her thin lips grow thinner. âWhy donât you go up to the board and solve the equation?â
My head whips back and forth. âNo way, I canât.â
Her arched brow climbs her forehead. âTry it. The class will help you.â
Swallowing my pride and begging my knees to hold me up, I slide out of my seat and do the dead-man-walking march to the whiteboard.
My fingers curl around the red marker. I yank off the cap and raise the point to the space beneath the math problem. My vision blurs as I search for something recognizable. Surely, I can get the problem started. A wheeze shivers in my chest. I need to start writing. I need to save face.
Soft snickers trickle behind me. My ears combust and sweat bursts from my body.
Ms. Sutters claps once. âLetâs be productive, class, not judgmental. Shequan, give Anne a hand.â
I grind my teeth at the scrape of metal chair legs against tile floor. Quick footsteps move in and Shequan appears at my side. He picks up a blue marker, gives me an easy smile without any hint of pity, and explains the solution to me while scribbling across the board almost as fast as Sutters had.
âCan you take the test for me?â I whisper as he underlines his final answer.
His grin flashes brighter. âNo, but I can teach you a trick to solving these problems. Come find me during lunch, okay?â
I nod. âThanks.â
He drops the marker on the rack and saunters to his desk.
I turn to follow him, but Ms. Sutters extends a hand.
âWait. Iâll put another equation on the board for you to practice on.â Her clunky heels pound the floor, sealing my fate step by step.
I stand there, frozen to the ground, in front of the class, wishing I could melt into the wall and disappear.
Thereâs no way Iâm going to solve any equation, let alone pass the exam.
* * *
âI think the girls would like riding lessons.â Dadâs voice carries from inside, through the screen door, to the porch where Mary and I halt, striking awkward posesâarms mid-swing and legs half in the airâlike we used to while playing Red Light, Green Light.
âHorses are dangerous animals. Besides, we canât afford lessons,â Mom says. They must be in her studio. I canât imagine sheâd be anywhere else, considering she only leaves the room to pee or grab some food.
âMarcus is a good trainer. Theyâll be in good hands. Itâs for their birthdays. They deserve something nice; theyâre good kids.â Heâs pleading with her. I gotta give Dad props for defending us.
âItâs not happening!â she screams.
I catch Maryâs gaze. Her shoulders square with rigid fear while mine slump with disappointment. Momâs heinous. Thereâs no reason to hope sheâll change. If I do get a spell to work, sheâll find some way to ruin things, whether itâs my birthday or something else. The proof is in the porridge, since we canât even go horseback riding. Other kids turning sixteen would be begging for a car. Mary and I wanted a nice party and riding lessons. Not a big deal at all, but in Momâs world both are impossible.
Itâs like she canât let us be happy. Or maybe she just doesnât want us to be.
âYouâre being ridiculous, Liz,â Dad says.
Oh boy. Heâs essentially poked the dragon with a stick. My lips curl back from my teeth. Mary takes a reflexive step backward.
âWhat?â Momâs screech is like a handful of razor blades slicing
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