dress.â
Right there, without warning, my heart melts. The lack of blood flowing through my body creates a sharp ringing in my ears. I press a shaky finger to my temple as if itâll stop my brain from exploding. Heâd commented about how Momâs dress brought out the color of my eyes, but he hadnât mentioned anything about looking pretty.
âAre you okay?â He drapes his hands on my shoulders. So gentle. His touch shatters me.
âY-yeah.â I lie. I mean, Iâm not complaining about him being so close to me that I can smell his soap or feel the heat of his breath on my cheeks. Itâs one hundred percent, completely what I want. Which is what makes me not okay. Weâre best friends. Have been since we were in diapers. This is new territory and I donât know how to act.
Maybe thereâs a spell for that.
* * *
I slip my backpack off as soon as I reach the top of the porch stairs. Slinking to the far corner, past Dadâs rusty bench, I drop to my knees and steady my breathing. Mary would flip out if she knew what Iâm about to do.
Huddling in the dark like a robber planning a break-in, I unzip my backpack and draw out a candle and book of matches. It takes three tries to get the wick to light. I scrape the wax off the stardust bottleâs top with my thumbnail. The cork sticks and I have to wiggle it back and forth. It comes free with a soft thunk .
My stomach tumbles like an Olympic gymnast. I still havenât had a chance to practice spells with Gamma and the last one was a mess. This would probably go better with Mary, but she doesnât want any part of it. I take a deep breath and begin.
âFour elements of the Zodiac ,
Earth, fire, water, air .
Gemini twins ,
Castor and Pollux .
Hear my plea .
Help me figure out
How to make William and me be!â
I tip the bottle toward the flame, my hand shaking. Am I really doing this?
Yep.
With a flick of my wrist, a flurry of glitter rains down. It sizzles on contact with the melted wax and the candle almost goes out. Then the sizzling grows louder and the fire brightens, at first to a pale yellow, then a bright white.
I expect it to die down, but it doesnât. Instead, the light keeps getting more dazzling, more blinding, more⦠star -like.
I lean back, squinting. This isnât normal. I gulp. The old woman, Zeena, couldnât really have given us real stardust. She couldnât be a real witch. A kooky chuckle gurgles up my chest and past my lips.
The candle starts wobbling all by itself. Thereâs no wind, no earthquake, no reason whatsoever for the thing to move on its own. Except for magick.
âHoly Castor and Pollux,â I blurt. Had I listened to Mary and tossed the stuff away, I wouldnât be here, crouching on my front porch, caught in a spell beyond my control.
With a loud crack, the candle explodes andâ¦
â¦disappears.
Iâm surrounded by all-encompassing darkness, like the sky without stars.
Chapter Nine
M s. Sutters, Math Teacher Extraordinaire, goes at the whiteboard with her marker like a butcher hacking into a rack of ribs. Red ink smears across the surface in symbols and letters that are supposed to make some sort of sense. Maybe they do to a smart person. Me, on the other hand, I canât organize a math problem from start to finish, even if my life depends on it.
The teacher walks us through the problem and adds another for us to practice. I copy the wonky mess and stare at it, mouth slack. I squeeze the daylights out of my wizardâs-staff-shaped pencil. Thereâs no way a solution will come out of this. Maybe the ghost of a math whiz will possess my hand and scrawl something across the page and help me out, âcause I sure as heck canât.
After five agony-filled minutes, I drop my pencil and smash my cheek against my notebook with a groan.
Mary jerks and the tip of her pencil snaps off. She purses her lips and glares at
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