I felt him come up on my right.
âHad, we agreed no more lies. Whatâs really wrong?â he said softly. I slowed down as I reached the garbage can and tossed out the remnants of my dinner. After taking a deep breath, I turned to face him.
âOkay, fine,â I said, feeling the anger rushing out of me in waves. âHowâs your ex doing? It looked like you guys were having a pretty deep conversation.â
A look of surprise crossed Asherâs face before turning into a smile.
âAhhh, so thatâs whatâs got you so worked up!â he said like heâd just cracked the Da Vinci Code.
âWhat are you talking about?â I said, annoyed by his smile.
Then he took my hand in his and kissed it softly. âYou are so adorable when youâre jealous,â he said finally.
I narrowed my eyes at him before pulling my hand away and stalking off. He quickly caught up with me again, this time cutting in front of me and walking backward to keep me from getting away.
âLet me make something completely clear,â I said through clenched teeth. âI am not jealous. I donât do jealous. In fact, I donât have anything to be jealous of .â
As the words reached my ears, I realized they werenât true, despite the fact I desperately wished they were. Iâd always thought that girls with jealousy issues just had low self-esteem. But now I was seeing that it was more than that.
Jealousy is like PMS. It makes us crazy and there is no cure.
And apparently I wasnât immune.
Asher nodded in concession, but didnât look the least bit convinced. âYouâre right. You have nothing to be jealous of,â he agreed, bending forward to try to kiss me.
But I wasnât ready to let him kiss this away. I took a step back and his lips met air.
âI donât like the way she acts around you. Or the fact that you guys are having secret conversations,â I said, turning and stalking back to the main house. âAnd Iâm pretty sure she wants you back.â
I didnât tell him that sheâd said as much earlier.
âWe arenât having secret conversations, Hadley. And she doesnât want me back. But we do have some things to clear up, and to do that, Iâm gonna have to talk to her.â
My mouth dropped open as he admitted that he was planning to talk to Brooklyn again.
He saw the look on my face and started to explain. âLook, thereâs some unfinished business between Brooklyn and me, and we both need closure. But thatâs all it is: closure ,â he said, grabbing onto my arm and forcing me to slow down.
âI thought that door was already closed ,â I said, upset.
âIt is,â he said, growing frustrated himself, and running a hand through his hair.
I hated that Brooklyn had once been privy to recognizing mannerisms like this. It made me sick to my stomach.
Asher put his hands on both of my shoulders and looked at me seriously. âI was wrong back then, and I have to make things right. I think itâs time you heard the truth about Brooklyn and me.â
Then he told me the whole story.
Chapter Nine
Leading me out of the dry Colorado heat and into the chilly air conditioning of the lodge, Asher sat me down on the padded benches at the base of the enormous stone fireplace. A few people shuffled around us, heading back to their rooms for the night. I watched a girl just a few years younger than us walk along the second-floor walkway that hugged the four walls of the room before disappearing into one of the suites. Looking all the way up to the third floor and the ceiling beyond it, I was reminded of how deceptively large this place was.
It made me feel small.
âIâm not sure where to begin,â Asher said, finally.
Well, Iâm not sure Iâm ready to hear this, so I guess weâre even. Out loud I said nothing.
Looking down at his hands for a moment, Asher seemed to be
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