or like her
Anymore.
Maybe tomorrow the tides
Will stop.
Maybe tomorrow will bring
No more rainbows.
Maybe tomorrow
She will stop
Asking useless questions.
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It was signed, âFrom Jared Fein.â The next one was:
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I like you because . . .
We held hands and I liked it
We kissed and I liked it
We even talked and I liked it
I like you because . . .
We held hands and you liked it
We kissed and you liked it
We talked and you liked it
I like you because . . .
Youâre kind to dogs
And seals
And me
I like you because . . .
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He was the poet! Now that I knew, it made the other poems even better. They were beautiful. I felt like a movie star, having poems like that written to me.
I turned to the front of the book. The pages were so full of writing, you could hardly see the photos. I found Ardisâs picture again. In the margin above her face, she had written, âYou goof! I like you because youâre Reggieâs owner! And many, many more reasons. Love, Ardis.â
What reasons? I wished she had told me!
Daphne had scribbled over her photo, so I guess she thought it was bad. She wrote, âThanks for sticking up for me.â
When I read the other kidsâ messages, I was bewildered. What they wrote didnât make sense. They thought they were writing about me, but they werenât. A sixth grader wrote inside the front cover, âI like you because you know what Iâm really like.â But I hardly knew her! Erica wrote that I never made judgments about her. Which was true, but only because I didnât know her well enough to make them. I think BeeBee summed up what everybody was saying. She wrote, âI like you because you like me through and through.â
Then I figured it out. I was like a celebrity. People felt about me the way you feel about an actor you love. You see his movies and then you read about him in magazines. You find out he likes the same kind of music as you, or maybe he has a dog. And then you discover that his parents got divorced when he was nine, and yours did too. You start thinking, If he knew me, heâd really like me. Pretty soon you feel he does know you, and if he saw you on the street, heâd recognize you as his soul mate, and youâd fall into each otherâs arms.
My celebrity status made them imagine I knew their secret, best selves. But to stay a celebrity, I had to find the old lady. And she wasnât anywhere.
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Saturday. Nine more days.
In the morning, I met Daphne in Sheep Meadow in Central Park. Her sheepdog, Samson, kept trying to herd Reggie while they played.
âItâs easy to have friends if youâre a dog,â I said. âIf you donât bite and you smell right, youâre in.â
âYeah. Nobody says your ears are pointy so I donât like you.â Daphne sat on the grass.
I joined her. âAre you studying for finals?â
âYeah. This is the last daylight Iâll see this weekend.â
âMom isnât letting me talk on the phone,â I said. âWhen it rings, she picks it up and sounds like an answering machine. âIâm sorry. Wilma canât come to the phone right now.ââ
âAt least your phone rings. I donât know why you envy dogs. You make friends faster than they do. Everybodyâs your friend.â
âEverybody at school.â
âWho else is there?â
Nobody else.
We watched the dogs. Reggie had picked up a stick and was prancing off with it, chased by Samson.
âIâm not just studying,â she added. âIâm also working on my valedictory speech.â
âWhat are you going to say?â
âIâve been trying to think of a way to say how much Iâve hated Claverford without anybody knowing thatâs what Iâm saying.â
âWhy canât they know?â
âBecause they look at the speech ahead of
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