mouthful of snakes, all twisting and venomous. âI need to know the truth, and I need to know it now.â
âNo,â he said, and I didnât hear any lies in that word, only rock-solid conviction. âI swear to you, October, I did not know. My association with the Torquill line goes back centuries, but it was broken after the Great Fire of London, when they ran and left me behind in a city full of ghosts. I never even knew that Simon had married, and to be quite honest, I did not
care
. He is beneath my notice, save for where he endangers you.â
I searched his face, looking for any hint of dishonesty. I didnât find it. I relaxed, the tension going out of my body. Tybalt put an arm around me, and I leaned close, grateful for his warmth.
âI wonât claim never to have lied to you, but I have not lied to you since we decided to try taking this relationship seriously,â he said quietly. âI love you. Lying to you would be a mistreatment of what that love means.â
I laughed, a cold, jagged sound. âNone of the other people who say they love me seem to feel that way.â
âThen they are not very good at loving,â he said. âWe will go to your mother. We will see that she is fine. If Simon troubles her, perhaps that will pull her out of the fog. We know she can rise, when she feels the need.â
âI know,â I said. âIâm just worried.â
âThat is because you are a good daughter.â Unspoken was the fact that he didnât think Amandine was a very good mother. I loved him even more for thatâboth for thinking it, and for not saying it out loud.
She did the best she could with me. Itâs just that what she wanted for my life and what I wanted were always different things. I would have broken myself trying to be the daughter she wanted me to be. In the end, I did the only thing I could have doneâthe only thing that stood any chance of saving us both. I ran away.
I leaned closer to Tybalt, resting my head against his shoulder as I watched Quentin, who was apparently half Snow Fairy, kicking his way through the glittering yard. âWe really need to take him skiing,â I said.
Tybalt snorted. He pulled me closer and pressed his cheek against mine, only to draw back and look at me disapprovingly. âYou
are
cold,â he said. âCan I convince you to reconsider your position on properly outfitting yourself for this expedition?â
âMomâs tower isnât far, and itâll be closer if I have genuine need to get there,â I said. âIâll be cold, but Iâll live.â The Summerlands are the last layer of Faerie to remain accessible. Theyâre both larger than the mortal world and smaller, following some strange set of physical laws that no one has ever been able to adequately explain. My friend Stacyâs oldest daughter, Cassandra, is majoring in Physics at UC Berkeley, in part because sheâd like to be able to figure out how the Summerlands can bend space the way they do.
Living in the mortal world makes it easy to forget that Faerie doesnât follow the same laws. Maybe that sounds a little patâI mean, my boyfriend is a cat in his spare time, and my sister was originally the physical embodiment of my impending deathâbut those things are normal to me. Unlike snow in California, and land that can expand and contract like a rubber band according to the needs of the people who use it.
The one thing that never changes is the size of a claimed demesne. Shadowed Hills had set boundaries and borders. No matter what happened, it remained the same size. Technically, the same could be said about my motherâs tower, but it was a pretty small chunk of real estate: the tower and grounds occupied a patch of land scarcely larger than the footprint of my own Victorian house. I guess thatâs one of the side effects of building upward, rather than outward.
The door
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