uniforms which they stood up in -- and lay down in and
did everything else in -- were so dirty and greasy that they were poor
insulators at best, and in their present surroundings the heavy serge
would be impossible to clean. Besides, it was a well-known fact that a
light, open-weave garment was warmer than a thick, closely woven type,
provided that there was protection against moving currents of air. He
did not have to remind them that Gulf Trader was singularly free from
moving currents of air.
The new outfits were made from sacking and took the shape of a one-piece
coverall with an attached hood. They were washed in sea water and dried
by first battering them against the nearest bulkhead to remove most of
the water and then whirling them around rapidly in the air. As well as
keeping the people warm who were not serving on the generator, the doctor
said that the constant washing and battering dry would soften the fibers
of the sacking so that they would soon feel comfortable against the skin.
But they found that each needed two of these outfits worn one on top of
the other to keep warm, and the girls were kept busy making them for a
long time. Dickson began talking about sweatshops and poor, down-trodden
workers and his plans for forming a union for their protection, several
times a day. Marriage had not changed Dickson's sense of humor, Wallis
thought: it was still lousy.
Apart from working the generator and sewing sacks together there was not
very much for them to do except think about their troubles; and that was
something to be avoided, because they had so many that to dwell on them
was simpiy asking for more trouble -- such as the Murray girl's crying
in her sleep, their sitting and either staring silently at nothing or
arguing endlessly and senselessly about nothing at all until they were
close to murder.
The time, according to the doctor, was late May. It was a little warmer
in the ship, but still bitterly cold. The air was definitely going stale.
Wallis lay with the doctor under their heap of sacking and tried not to
think about these things. What little experience he had of air going foul
told him that it should be hot and stuffy and that he should have a dull
headache and be inclined toward shortness of breath. He was sure that his
breathing was faster and there was no doubt about his headache, but the
air was so cold that it did not seem to be stuffy at all. In these
circumstances it was hard to tell just how foul the air had become or to
estimate the time left to them before it became unbreathable. At the same
time there was always the possibility that it was not nearly so foul as
he thought it was, and that it was bad mainly because he thought about
it too much.
But it was difficult not to think about things. All around him there was
silence and he had to listen hard to hear the sighing and gurgling sounds
of the sea pressing against their hull, the even breathing of the doctor
beside him, or the low muttering that told of Miss Murray's having bad
dreams again. Wallis was beginning to feel comfortably drowsy. He thought
that if he could find something pleasant, or at least constructive,
to think about he might go to sleep.
In some ways their position was similar to that of survivors in an open
boat. In a lifeboat there is food and water enough to live, but men grow
cold and sleepy and die if they don't find ways of exercising their muscles
and keeping awake. In Gulf Trader it was their minds rather than their
bodies which needed the exercise if they were to continue to survive,
and, just as in the hypothetical lifeboat, the exercises they performed
could be utterly senseless in themselves.
He fell asleep thinking about guessing games and ideas more suited to a
children's party than to the dark and frigid hold of a sunken ship. . . .
Wallis was awakened, he did not know how much later, by the sound of Miss
Murray's crying. It was not a loud noise, just the
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