were cancerous.â
âOh.â Misha tried to look strong.
Whose report will you believe? she heard in her spirit.
âAre you okay, Miss Holloway? Is there someone here with you? Miss Holloway.â Dr. Trinidad got up from her seat and shook Mishaâs shoulder. âMiss Holloway, can I get you some water?â
Misha came out of her intense stare and looked directly at the doctor. âWhat now?â
âWell, we have scheduled you for outpatient surgery. What I would like to do is go in and do a more thorough examination. Itâs possible, if the cancer has spread, we may have to do a complete hysterectomy.â
âHysterectomy? You mean I wonât be able to have children?â She placed her hand on her lower abdomen. âIâm only twenty-four years old. Iâve never been married. How can I need a hysterectomy?â
âWell, we donât know for sure. What weâll do is go in your naval and use a scope to examine your entire reproductive system, looking for cysts, lesions, or anything that looks unusual. Then, Iâll go in vaginally and look for the same thing. Iâll remove any lesions I see and we will biopsy them to see if they are cancerous and it will tell us if it has spread. If we have to do a hysterectomy, youâll be hospitalized for a few days.â
âWill I need chemotherapy or radiation treatment? Will I lose my hair?â
âWe havenât gotten that far yet. Hopefully, since you have regular checkups, we only have a small spot to deal with and none of that will be necessary. Are you sure I canât get you anything to drink?â
âNo, Iâm fine. So when are you going to do the surgery? Iâll have to notify the school. How long will I be out of work?â
âThat depends on if you need a hysterectomy. If we have to do it, youâll be out about six weeks. If not, maybe a week. We have your surgery scheduled for Monday. Youâll have to be at the hospital at six in the morning. You canât eat anything after ten Sunday night. The nurse will give you more instructions. Youâll have time to talk with your family. If you want, I can talk to them with you.â
âNo. I can handle it.â She took in a deep breath and wiped the tears from her eyes. âSurgery is Monday? Iâll tell my principal tomorrow after the meeting in the morning. Heâll need a note from you.â
âI will make sure you get what you need. Anything else?â
Misha shook her head no. She had enough that day. She couldnât take in anymore. She never would have thought she would be diagnosed with cancer at twenty-four.
Misha walked out to her car and began to drive around the city. It felt as if her life continued to fall apart. Just as she was getting over Roger and Bishop Moore, then her health got bad. She drove to her grandmotherâs house and slowly walked into the house. Tears ran down her cheeks at the first sight of her grandmother.
âMisha, whatâs wrong?â
âI got cancer.â
Her grandmother wrapped her arms around her. âSit down. Calm down. Tell me âbout it.â
Misha told her about the two biopsies and how she was going to have surgery on Monday. Misha cried harder when she told her grandmother she would not be able to have children.
âYou tell your mama?â
âNo, not yet. You know how she is. I need someone positive around me now. I need some intercessors to pray.â She leaned on her grandmotherâs shoulder.
âChild, not every sickness leads to death. Thatâs what the Word say.â
âI know. What ifââ
âDonât say it. You got the power to speak life. Watch what you say. What the Lord tell ya?â
âIâm healed.â
âThen whose report you believe, that doctor or Godâs?â
âI believe God.â
Her grandmother got up and went into the kitchen and returned with her slim
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