liked him, he was not her kind of person, he was not worth thinking aboutâ¦âBut Iâm not thinking about him ,â said Janette aloud. Neither she was. It was his words that haunted herâ¦and they haunted her because they found an echo in her heart. She realized that for some time past she had been feeling a little dissatisfied with her books.
Janetta sighed. She reminded herself that hundreds of thousands of people enjoyed her stories and showed their appreciation by borrowing her books from librariesâor, better still, buying them and keeping them in their bookcases. She reminded herself of the large âfan mailâ that poured into Angleside from all over the world (not only letters, but also parcels of food from admirers in America and Canada and South Africa who were anxious to sustain her so that she might continue to delight them with her books). Two letters had arrived that very morning, one from Baltimore and the other from Birminghamâletters full of praise and thanksgiving. Janetta felt in need of encouragement so she took them out of her pocket and looked at them. They began in much the same fashion by assuring Miss Walters that the writer had never written to an author before but after that they differed. The Baltimore lady declared that Her Prince at Last had soothed and sustained her through a sharp attack of flu. The Birmingham lady had read Her Loving Heart and was extravagantly delighted with it. Janetta found it very pleasant to have these timely reminders that her stories were enjoyed by people in two hemispheres, but they did not remove her discomfortânot entirely. âMost people are saps,â that was what he had said, and it was only too obvious that the writers of these letters belonged to the great majority.
Several days passed. Love Triumphant lay upon the desk in a half-finished condition while its author wandered in the woods.
âCouldnât you finish it?â asked Helen anxiously. If you could just finish it we might go away for a little holiday.â
âI canât finish it,â said Janetta.
âFinish itâ do ,â said Helen in wheedling tones. âThere are only a few chapters to write and I can type them out in half no time. Then it will be off your mind.â
âIt isnât on my mind,â said Janetta.
Helen pretended not to hear. âYou could finish it in three days,â she declared. âYou have only got to let Phyllis find the letter in the bureau drawer and discover the truth about Hectorâthat Hector has been faithful to her all alongâand then the ending. Youâre so good at endings.â
âIt wouldnât have happened like that.â
âWhat do you mean? What would have happened?â
âI donât know,â replied Janetta. âIt isnât any use to try to think what would have happened because they arenât real people.â
âItâs a story,â said Helen soothingly.
âI want to write a story about real people,â Janetta said. She was quite surprised to hear herself make this statement because she had not thought of it before, but if she surprised herself it was nothing compared with the amazement and consternation her simple words engendered in her sisterâs bosom.
âA story about real people!â cried Helen in horror-stricken tones. âJanetta, what do you mean! You canât think of changing your style!â
âWhy not?â
âIt would be ruin!â Helen declared. âIt would be the end of everything. Think of your reputation! Think of your public! Think of your sales! You would lose all youâve gainedâall these years of building up! You canât do it. It isnât fair. Iâve toiled and moiled to make you what you are and now you propose to throw it all away.â
âYouâve toiled and moiled!â echoed Janetta.
âOf course I have,â said Helen.
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