unflattering gray-brown, it seemed to Bailey that her eyes had more spark and she held her shoulders straighter.
They went into the counseling room, where Bailey sat on the frayed love seat while Renée took a folding chair.Aside from a few more chairs, the only other furniture was a childâs table with paper and markers set out.
âHowâs your week been?â Bailey asked.
âThanks to you, I had an epiphany,â Renée announced with a smile.
An epiphany? What did that mean exactly? Bailey recalled a church holiday, but she doubted that was what Renée meant. âOh?â
âI decided to try on wigs to help me choose a color and style,â the older woman said, smoothing down a pocket flap on her cargo pants. They were a lot more interesting than the outdated polyester ones sheâd worn a week ago, Bailey mused.
âGood idea,â she prompted.
âI walked into this wig and hat shop. There were two other women there and it took me about thirty seconds to realize they were both cancer patients.â Renée paused a moment. âHere I am fretting about lacking a purpose in life, and these women are fighting to survive. To them, a wig didnât mean a new hairstyle, it meant a way to feel normal while undergoing chemotherapy.â
âThat was quite a revelation.â Bailey hadnât expected Renée to have such an emotional experience over a simple change in hair color.
âAs I said, I had an epiphany. It put my whole life into perspective. Thatâs what I wanted to ask you about.â Renée leaned forward, purpose blazing in her face.
Bailey had a sudden urge to run and fetch Eleanor, who was a lot older and more experienced. âI donât know much about putting life in perspective,â she admitted. âIâm kind of confused about mine at the moment.â
âOh, not that!â The older woman chuckled. âI meant about volunteering at the hospital. They do use volunteers, donât they?â
âAbsolutely.â Relieved, Bailey gave her the name of the auxiliary coordinator who did the training and scheduling. âYou could work in the gift shop or reception desk, assist visitors, take flowers and gifts to patients. Stuff like that. Our volunteers make everyoneâs life easier.â
âIâd like to do that.â Renée nodded vigorously. âIâm going to sign up next week. Youâve given me a future worth looking forward to, Bailey.â
âWow.â That was unexpected. She didnât feel as if she deserved credit, but there was another area in which she might be able to help. âWhat about finding your son? I have a friend whoâs a detective. I could ask Patty to make inquiries.â
Renée didnât hesitate. âNo, thanks. Since my epiphany, Iâve decided to quit being so selfish. If my son wishes to find me, Iâve posted enough information to make that easy. If he doesnât, Iâd only be intruding.â
âDo you think kids have some special psychic connection to their birth parent?â Bailey asked. âIâve been wondering about my own situation.â
The other woman considered for a moment. âEmotionally, whether we feel a bond depends on our personality and maybe the family we grew up in. Your baby is going to be raised by relatives, so he or she wonât be left guessing about where he came from. But I suspect everybodyâs different.â
âThanks.â Although it was ironic that her client was counseling her, Bailey appreciated it. âYou might want to sign up as a peer counselor here at the center, too. You have a natural talent.â
âOne new enterprise at a time. But Iâll keep that in mind for later.â
Happy to see Renée embark on a new course, Baileyshook hands with her. âThis isnât goodbye. Iâm sure Iâll see you around the medical center.â
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